(Please note everything here is figuratively) My minds been so fucking congested lately.
I wish I could just take a razor blade and cut my brain to free all the thoughts and blood out the roof of my head and skull.
I wanna take a knife and drive it deep under my finger nails so I can free up that uneccassary space. Maybe take a few days off to lay on a couch and sink in it until I'm just a piece of furniture.
I wanna pull the sides of my face so far apart I'll have a permanent look of joy to overlap the sick I feel. Pull my teeth out so they don't eat away at my pride.
Start by breaking my legs and putting myself in a wheel chair so I can't run away from
Problems and anxiety. Dig my fingers into my pupils and just pull out, then grab my ears tightly and rip em off so they are just stumps, all because I can't see or hear the people who are the ones that really care, I only see and hear the ones that I want to take me away.
Lets just wrap my body in chains and pull until the pieces all break apart