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My Birthday is getting closer TT___TT
11 years ago
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Not that much longer and it's my birthday again. One month left to be exactly. The 20th of October is the magical day, at which I'll do basically nothing different. Usually.
Anyway, with every day I am getting closer to my birthday I am going more crazy. I'm more and more asking myself how well I used the last year.
If I did enough, if I did what I wanted, what I did wrong, and if this year was better or worse than the year before.
It drives me mad, I tell you. XD
I don't want to get older again, it feels like even more of my life got wasted.
And in the end I don't even have anyone to celebrate it with.
No one who'll visit me, no one to share cake with, no one whos give me a hug.
And while birthdays are quite normal days, being NOT alone for once would be great.
Anyway, this year will be a little different though. I bought a ticket for a concert.
First time ever going to one, and I am panicking more with every day that passes.
Ofcourse - going there all alone. And it starts at 8pm... So late! :'D
How to kill the time until then???? Anyone having an advice? XD
Sorry for bothering you guys with such stuff, but I had to et it off my chest.
