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That ugly thought
11 years ago
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You know that moment you really want to say that something is bothering you and you really just want to talk to others. But you just don't want to say anything cuz you fear that it feels like it's getting too much for everyone at this point and you let it fester.
You really want to help a friend but then you feel like you'll smother 'em too much and you end up not doing anything and feeling worse from it.
That you honestly want to step back and try to give others the benefit of the doubt about things but your head keeps pushing all these ugly thoughts in your head and you end up feeling sick.
When you want to push others away for a while and be antisocial but know you need others around to heal and feel better.
Things didn't go so well as it should've been today. I felt depression kicking in and out today and I'm actually trying to feel better. But a smile by itself feels a lot less fulfilling
You really want to help a friend but then you feel like you'll smother 'em too much and you end up not doing anything and feeling worse from it.
That you honestly want to step back and try to give others the benefit of the doubt about things but your head keeps pushing all these ugly thoughts in your head and you end up feeling sick.
When you want to push others away for a while and be antisocial but know you need others around to heal and feel better.
Things didn't go so well as it should've been today. I felt depression kicking in and out today and I'm actually trying to feel better. But a smile by itself feels a lot less fulfilling
I'm here for you bbyyyyy
There had been situations where I would see friends in a toxic friendship/relationship.
I've even had some incidents like that with my GF with others. I've been in a "middle man" situation too.
I'm not entirely sure of the situation, but I can try to help out if you want to vent out or something privately.