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Weekly life update #3, spiritualism
11 years ago
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yup, i've made the title more appropriate and i've been in touch with spiritualism for the first time.
so, spritualism is a pretty heavy subject, sure enough. i got it from a friend of mine whom has need of it for his personal reasons (not gonna talk about them cause obvious). But he did explain a ton of it to me, what he feld by doing so, what he could do and so on. pretty heavy, but also very interesting.
ok then, bluntly said, spiritualism is another term for satanism. now before you fly to the comments lemme explain. so apperantly satanism isn't what people say it is (sounded familiar for me, being into BDSM), it's about strengthening the power of the mind, mainly through meditation. through this meditation these people can 'channel' energy, being inward or outward, varying per person. then with this energy these people can do all sorts of things.
so here is what my friend told me: for a few night he's constandly woke up in the middle of the night with the feeling some somebody knocking on his head. after several nights he and some of his friends whom are into the same thing came together and placed this, as he put it, field around the house. then my friend himself put up some sort of vacuum around this field to make it self-sustaining, and even put a (for lack of a better term) "minefield" around the house as well.
and so apperantly after that the knocking did stop, but these "mines" did go off, every time at the same side of the house, being the left side.
and another thing he told me. this does have a longer backstory to it, but since it's rather personal i'm not gonna throw it on here. but the thing is that he (pretty much in front of everyone) attacked somebody through this spiritual energy. the reasons for this are understandable if you know the story, so trust me when i say it's justified.
but what he did (according to himself) was "exhaling" a sort of cloud, that attacked the person he guided it to. and that guy did indeed seem pretty restless, constandly looking around him. could've been just me OR actually the truth.
ok then, my thoughts. in one word: mixed.
i've read a ton about it cause, as i said, it did seem VERY interesting, if only to know more about the subject. (i'm interested in everything supernatural, so this was really interesting for me).
whereas the meditation is something i won't question cause i've had some experience with it myself (especially when i was still into lucid dreaming, you can ask) and then tried meditation according to some instructions given to me. a very similar feeling, the difference is that while meditating you try to keep constious, whereas with lucid dreaming you try to sink away in uncounciousness, then use your mind to shape the world around you.
on the other hand, the knocking story, i found hard to believe, might;ve been his mind playing trick on him. so i've not desided on wether this is true or false. so for now i'll say it's interesting and that's about it.
ok, less heavy news. Diodki666 held this name-contest thingy last year and i won that. but since i'm super smart, i forgot about it untill a few weeks back, and Diodki himself also forgot. but by sending him a note, asking about it he said the deal was still on, and now the art is in my gallery :D
first adult art of my char AND first time my draggy came to life in a drawing! EPIC!!
well, that's about it for this week, heavy stuff and good stuff happened. for now, i have 2 days of work left before i need to search for the next one, wish me luck!!
so, spritualism is a pretty heavy subject, sure enough. i got it from a friend of mine whom has need of it for his personal reasons (not gonna talk about them cause obvious). But he did explain a ton of it to me, what he feld by doing so, what he could do and so on. pretty heavy, but also very interesting.
ok then, bluntly said, spiritualism is another term for satanism. now before you fly to the comments lemme explain. so apperantly satanism isn't what people say it is (sounded familiar for me, being into BDSM), it's about strengthening the power of the mind, mainly through meditation. through this meditation these people can 'channel' energy, being inward or outward, varying per person. then with this energy these people can do all sorts of things.
so here is what my friend told me: for a few night he's constandly woke up in the middle of the night with the feeling some somebody knocking on his head. after several nights he and some of his friends whom are into the same thing came together and placed this, as he put it, field around the house. then my friend himself put up some sort of vacuum around this field to make it self-sustaining, and even put a (for lack of a better term) "minefield" around the house as well.
and so apperantly after that the knocking did stop, but these "mines" did go off, every time at the same side of the house, being the left side.
and another thing he told me. this does have a longer backstory to it, but since it's rather personal i'm not gonna throw it on here. but the thing is that he (pretty much in front of everyone) attacked somebody through this spiritual energy. the reasons for this are understandable if you know the story, so trust me when i say it's justified.
but what he did (according to himself) was "exhaling" a sort of cloud, that attacked the person he guided it to. and that guy did indeed seem pretty restless, constandly looking around him. could've been just me OR actually the truth.
ok then, my thoughts. in one word: mixed.
i've read a ton about it cause, as i said, it did seem VERY interesting, if only to know more about the subject. (i'm interested in everything supernatural, so this was really interesting for me).
whereas the meditation is something i won't question cause i've had some experience with it myself (especially when i was still into lucid dreaming, you can ask) and then tried meditation according to some instructions given to me. a very similar feeling, the difference is that while meditating you try to keep constious, whereas with lucid dreaming you try to sink away in uncounciousness, then use your mind to shape the world around you.
on the other hand, the knocking story, i found hard to believe, might;ve been his mind playing trick on him. so i've not desided on wether this is true or false. so for now i'll say it's interesting and that's about it.
ok, less heavy news. Diodki666 held this name-contest thingy last year and i won that. but since i'm super smart, i forgot about it untill a few weeks back, and Diodki himself also forgot. but by sending him a note, asking about it he said the deal was still on, and now the art is in my gallery :D
first adult art of my char AND first time my draggy came to life in a drawing! EPIC!!
well, that's about it for this week, heavy stuff and good stuff happened. for now, i have 2 days of work left before i need to search for the next one, wish me luck!!
