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11 years ago
Alright. First journal and attempting to log my life. I'll end it with some sort of poetry or at least a haiku and a question. Rules are if you answer the question you can ask one. I'm trying to expand my social familiarity but dammit all I'm just a kid who likes to play games.
RANT ENDS WITH LINES(__________________)
So anyway. I've been out of work for almost a week. Everything was going right for a change, my average salary jumped up 6-7$ an hour more a week than what it was. I found that while money was good my mental state was slipping. All I did was work and it was exhausting me. I find it bittersweet that I was let go, but to differ from the bitter lets talk sweet:
I have all this free time now. No going to bed as soon as I get home from work, no more hour long commute to the office, my fall back options are more expansive having been able to acquire a vehicle and whatever I go to now I can take with me that not every company in the world sucks even if every job does. The company took good care of me while I was there and only trivial bullshit having to do with the manager covering his own ass came between that. I came down to my word against someone with seniority in the company... who would you side with... exactly. I could have gotten mad and social justiced the fuck out of it but that just didn't seem tactful since I wasn't being blacklisted an honestly they were working me to death. I'm upset that I lost such a great opportunity and I'm upset that some unnamed fellow employee ratted on me (God help him if I ever find out who it was) but all in all I have to just let it go, pick up the pieces, and try again. Currently I'm looking for a less stressful semi opportunistic job that will pay the bills and give me the freedom to do what I want which I was not really getting now that I think about it... (even though said job was pretty fun-ish) Hopefully it'll turn around and like I said I have options and a newfound free time.
In my free time I've played quite a bit of Dark Souls2 and I must say. the developers have outdone themselves. All issues from the first DS have been tweaked and I honestly can't say I have a complaint other than the obvious how goddamn hard it is. I've been faced by bullshit back to back and with trial and error alone or what was it, recursive learning, I and my buddy
ohohflamethrower have overcome all present obstacles save for one... Where the fuck do we go?" If you read this, Don't spoil anything or I will find you and no Blue Sentinels will save you. (I jest...kinda)
Other than Dark Souls I left a particularly rousing comment on
defiance 's most recent journal, as a sort of hello to the fandom and what it can expect from me. I swear to give the 100% truth and whether that brings drama or fame or both... I want you to know:
The beauty of the internet is I can say what I want where I want and you don't have to listen. The fact that you get mad just gives me power and meaning and I'll do anything to have that.
RANT OVER_____________________________________________
Impeding progress
Cloaks of red strike fear in me
Curse-ed invaders
What did you think of my very first journal?
RANT ENDS WITH LINES(__________________)
So anyway. I've been out of work for almost a week. Everything was going right for a change, my average salary jumped up 6-7$ an hour more a week than what it was. I found that while money was good my mental state was slipping. All I did was work and it was exhausting me. I find it bittersweet that I was let go, but to differ from the bitter lets talk sweet:
I have all this free time now. No going to bed as soon as I get home from work, no more hour long commute to the office, my fall back options are more expansive having been able to acquire a vehicle and whatever I go to now I can take with me that not every company in the world sucks even if every job does. The company took good care of me while I was there and only trivial bullshit having to do with the manager covering his own ass came between that. I came down to my word against someone with seniority in the company... who would you side with... exactly. I could have gotten mad and social justiced the fuck out of it but that just didn't seem tactful since I wasn't being blacklisted an honestly they were working me to death. I'm upset that I lost such a great opportunity and I'm upset that some unnamed fellow employee ratted on me (God help him if I ever find out who it was) but all in all I have to just let it go, pick up the pieces, and try again. Currently I'm looking for a less stressful semi opportunistic job that will pay the bills and give me the freedom to do what I want which I was not really getting now that I think about it... (even though said job was pretty fun-ish) Hopefully it'll turn around and like I said I have options and a newfound free time.
In my free time I've played quite a bit of Dark Souls2 and I must say. the developers have outdone themselves. All issues from the first DS have been tweaked and I honestly can't say I have a complaint other than the obvious how goddamn hard it is. I've been faced by bullshit back to back and with trial and error alone or what was it, recursive learning, I and my buddy
ohohflamethrower have overcome all present obstacles save for one... Where the fuck do we go?" If you read this, Don't spoil anything or I will find you and no Blue Sentinels will save you. (I jest...kinda) Other than Dark Souls I left a particularly rousing comment on
defiance 's most recent journal, as a sort of hello to the fandom and what it can expect from me. I swear to give the 100% truth and whether that brings drama or fame or both... I want you to know:The beauty of the internet is I can say what I want where I want and you don't have to listen. The fact that you get mad just gives me power and meaning and I'll do anything to have that.
RANT OVER_____________________________________________
Impeding progress
Cloaks of red strike fear in me
Curse-ed invaders
What did you think of my very first journal?
