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Life update. fuck this.

11 years ago

Having no food sucks :/ my brother lost his bridge card, i lost my job, i need to be able to afford to pay my phone and car insurance.

so yaaaay no food until the beginning of next month.

We are in a fucking hole that we cant get out of because of the debt we're already in which is what my dads pension goes towards and there are no jobs where im at. 

ive been filling out job apps for days and nothing yet because all the places here are only hiring college kids. 

I cant... I just... I hate this... 



Edit: I forgot about my fucking loan payment on the 28th.

 im gonna fucking cry. I cant deal with this. 



Edit2: I might have to sell my fursuit for food money. fuck i cant stop crying from the thought of it.

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ladychance__ ~ladychance

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11 years ago

Don't forget that there are agencies and places designed to help in situations like this, though pride can make it hard to reach out to them. There are food banks, churches (they'll help you with your bills, frequently whether you're a member of the church or not), etc, who are there specifically to help when you really need it the most. If you ask Google it'll be happy to tell you what is available in your area (try "local food bank", "bill assistance", etc). Also, in regards to the loan, if you call them and speak to them, they may be willing to defer your loan payment until you have the money- typically what they do is move the due payment to the end of your loan, which lengthens it but helps in the meantime.

I've been in a similar situation, and it sucked pretty terribly, so I wish you the best in getting through this. I know the urge to say "they won't help/I won't qualify/someone else needs it more" is pretty strong, but I have been surprised again and again by the kindness and generosity of strangers.