More drama? I been hearing of more drama and asshattery lately, two friends of mine, one has a bunch of stalkers, the other got harassed over some ych.. Gosh come on people :(

I'm really sorry to hear that about your friends Let them know that the best response to harassment is to simply ignore it; giving the aggressors anything to go by is just like putting logs on the fire

I have a problem with the fact that you still give a shit about what these people are saying about you.

It was six years ago. That they can't move on is sad. You've moved on, you've grown up from your mistakes. Don't let them wrap you up in it again.

yeah Echy, I don't know why
I'm so quick to lay my heart on people and when I find out that there are ulterior motives or bad thoughts, even after years of time, it crushes me
There are no more alt accounts or pestering e-mails, although strategies to cope with that sort of opinion of me would really help me out

One one strategy ever worked for me, and it took a long time and a lot of suffering to find it.

Here it is: Spend your time with people who do care about you.

Someone do something shitty to you? Hug a friend and be with them.
Discover something shitty about you getting dredged up from the past? Pay attention to your friend instead and enjoy an activity with them.
Bored? Find a friend!

What happens is, after a while, you find that you both stop seeing that past stuff as often, and don't care about it even when you do. Oh, yawn, drama from the past - hmm, my friend is playing a game, let's join him!

Okay uwu That does sound like a very good way to deal
It seems very heavily influenced on my mood... Like, I'll see or hear something that brings up the past or otherwise upsets me, and I'll drop into a real low state of mind, where I say and do things that I don't mean, or lash out

And then I might listen to some music and cry, or step away to eat a meal or lie down, maybe text with some of my friends back home, and eventually my mind will feel much clearer and in a completely refreshed state, but... I dip in and out kind of randomly, I feel like
Maybe I should try to take more breaks when I'm upset, however, thanks for talkin' about it with me Echy

people like that are just terrible lmao

some people actually evolve js

Yeah, it hurts when people believe that a person can never change :\ Thanks for being a bro Cloide

you wanna fight about it?

if you have a pillow you don't want anymore I'd feel great kicking the shit out of it

be impeccable with your word. dont take anything personally. dont make assumptions. always do your best.

four truths to live by.

1, 3, and 4 sound like good advice to me
but to take nothing personally, wouldn't that be cutting out things like compliments and constructive critiques?

WELL I'm being picky, I will keep those in mind thank you

i mean like if someone says something to you thats negative, its because theyre having a bad day and they want you to have one too. so dont take it to heart because if someone is feeling sour

AH
yeah
I just didn't want to, like, block out all emotions

Yes, this is often a very true thing uwu

Is this a joke journal? What did you do six years ago that I might not be able to forgive you for? :O

not you, sweetie buns *hug*
You didn't even know me, heh, but there were things I did that I wasn't proud of and certain people still see me that way <:\

Okay, then imma get back to hiding in your hair *does so*

casino here
casino there
casino in my hair

I'd actually heard someone was having issues recently re: having blocked you and you trying to find ways to circumvent that and talk to them? Which made me really really sad because I know you had a problem with this in the past (even asked me to talk to folks who blocked you). I'd hate to think that you're still struggling with this all these years later. I worry.

noted you