Alright those who are in my close circle of friends know that i am having to leave my home in the big ol city and have to go back to my small town roots again... its sad yes. upsetting absolutely and the reason why i am having to leave is due to a bad deal that happened with my current living situation.

We paid flat rate no utilities and just paid rent but the room mate who is the son of the landlord didnt have a job and would do stupid stuff like have the central air unit on full blast with the windows in the house open wracking up a $300 electric bill and then have the audacity to tell me and my mother who is also renting the basement of this house that we are using too much electricty when im never home due to schooling and work and mother is working 28 and spends her time out with her sister and generally gone for atleast 12 hours a day mostly coming home to eat and sleep and thats the both of us.

Now. With all of this going down i am being kicked out of my home, put in a two weeks notice at my job, and my schooling will be done in about 4 days from now.

please take notice that this is not a 'help me pay me money' but this is more of a 'this is how im doing' journal.

I do appreciate any comments here.

Mood? well i feel as if I'm 6 feet under and pretty bad i wont lie its not something one would take lightly but im doing what i can.