Mistakes that i hope to amend for.
11 years ago
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and most of them has drove away people i cared about and called family and now I've got to deal with the consequences. I know i brought this on myself with my actions and I hope that the people I've hurt will read this and hopefully forgive me. I am sorry for everything i have done weather it be me being annoying,over stepping some bounds, begging, or hurting you in some degree. I truly am sorry but as the time has passed i can promise you this i have changed I've matured (at least more then what i was when you met me I'm not perfect and i still have a lot to learn) I have gotten better about my annoying habits but i still see myself doing them from time to time and when that happens please just let me know that i have over stepped my bounds and that I'm annoying you and i will back off. but please if you read this i am truly sorry...i know that saying it sometimes doesn't make up for it and if possible i would love to just sit down and talk things out if you will let me. and i hope you will allow me to. i really do. i want to sit down and talk about things because i know what I've done and i just want to make up for that. i really do. please all i'm asking for is another chance let me prove that i have changed.
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So... You were gay back in 2008? It would've been okay to "out" to me, but you didn't want her to know at the time? I'm not known to spread secrets, but at least that weight is lifted! :O I almost could tell cuz of the lunch table you sat at everyday, and the yuri anime. SIGNS WERE THERE! XD I'm just happy this is all confirmed.
I'm legitly happy to talk to you! ^υ^
You clame you're gay and transgender. You mostly favorite pictures of male anatomy. Do you use those as reference for drawing male anthros, or do you like masculinity? What mental gender does Razzy identify as? Mine is gendefluid. It's not the sam as bigender because I have no control what gender I'll be. I identified as Transgender a year ago, and then biochemically shifted with masculine/ feminine energies.
What do you like about women specifically? I can't accept you as gay since you're with a female. That would mean you're bi or, if you don't care about gender or physical gender, you're pansexual.
Please walk me through this! o.o I'm very curious.
Now as for telling you back then i was still confused i still am honestly because i feel as if there are two people inside my head Sora and Then me Zach so i just kept it to myself until sunny confronted me and made me tell them which is when everything went downhill for me and chelsea it cause me to lose everyone i had as friends and chelsea lost them too because she chose to stay with me. so its been really difficult.
So... if you're a male in a female's body, you didn't have to tell your dad you're gay. (Reason I said that is because of the adult male anthro art you favourited.) But that's how he'll see you until the transition.
If I had to choose what I wanted to be physically, I'd be a shapeshifter or sexless human with a man's body (if that were possible.) :3 I'm half sexual, half not. Demisexual- not completely interested in sex. That's why "sexless human" is one of my options. That would mean removing all hormones- estrogen and testosterone. I put Pansexual on my user page to shorten my indenties: Panromantic Demisexual. Romantically, I'm attracted to ALL genders, mostly around genderqueers. That's what Panromantic is.
I'll tried dumbing this a little... \^¬^' It sounds complicated, but research helps.
But other then all this how have you been? hows work and your Bf and everything
As for me its been ok i guess going to school to get me degree and try to do something with my life.