Constantly thinking about art and how no one wants to commission me and it feels bad. Alot of people always say "people are saving up for x con or something" but every time I post no matter what time or date no one seems interested. I want to lower my prices to at least get something. My boyfriend also tries to comfort me and say "you should just draw for yourself" but even that doesn't help i get unmotivated even if it's drawings involving me or my husbandos. Or I think of people commenting on journals or submissions and saying "I totally take one" and I reply "cool just note me with details" and either they don't get back to me or after a week or so I note them asking if they were still interested and they either say "I don't have paypal" or they never reply back. I constantly think of others and how they say I should get a commission from you then later I do gift art or whatnot and think maybe that's why they won't commission me because they know eventually I'll give in a draw them or make them something for free. idk i'm just really bleh maybe delete this later