Not gonna get into details of my personal life but considering the circumstances, I have been shockinlgly nice to people I have met and considered worth my time. It has been rumored that I am, as it follows; rude at times, rather undesirable, selfish and abrupt. Well then, I'd like a chance at least to defend myself against the attackers who hide in the shadows and think it's better to speak on behalf of someone to others.

First off, we all have personal opinions about each individual and there's no need to go around indulging the same opinion on others. I haven't been a saint all my life precisely, but if two personalities collide there's nothing that can be said or done to get them together. So your opinion it's yours, no one else's. Don't speak about someone you hate using all the adjectives you consider appropiate because that's what you think of that person. I have never talked shit about someone because I hated them. A simple 'I don't like them' it's enough to revindicate that you had a run in with somebody. Keep it that way, simple. Let others make their own judgement of whether that person is worth knowing or not.

If I had not asked the last person that removed all form of contact with me without explaining a thing, when would I have been aware of all this? I want to believe we are still civilized, even in the fandom, and things can be sorted out by talking about them. I had not been too affected when people put me on their ignore lists or simply turned their backs on me but when that list kept growing and I didn't hear a reason, I got concerned.

And have I been rude in what sense? Because it seems that even turning someone down on a roleplay is a reason to be considered such. C'mon, people. I'm just forward, I hardly hate anyone. It doesn't even matter what they have done.

Judge me for what you know, don't judge me for what you don't know.

And about the selifsh part. Someone who would rather get a commission or even a request done with another character would be considered selfish? Someone who's writing profiles even to those that can't even pay is selfish? I don't really think I need to get much into detail with this but if that's the idea some people have about me, I still got many other reasons to prove them wrong.

Walk a mile in my shoes, please. Nobody really knows what I'm dealing with here. If I'm online I want to enjoy myself, have a small distraction from everything that is going around me and all the shit I have to get through. Let me keep it that way.