I don't want to beg. And I don't want to stalk random people to find fursonas to draw or practice or anything.

I've hit a stalemate guise. And quite a huge blow has been directed at what little ego I have.

Yes, I know, practice practice practice. But no one really seem remotely interested in my stuff. Is it because I'm still too novice? Or am I doing something wrong?..

Even my friends irl are like "...eh. I don't want you to draw me anything.."
When I offer... I know I'm not horrible. So what am I doing wrong? Am I expecting too much or being too eager?

I feel like.. no one is interested in traditional art anymore. :(
/sadpandaface