Ugh need to vent but can't cause the person who owns this place is here. I just want to yell at the top of my lungs, scream, shout, break things and get all these pent up feelings of anger out of my system... Only issue is that I know what follows
>,> About an hour of uncontrollable crying.

So many things aren't going right for me, my career is at a dead end almost, my job gave me a pay raise but cut my hours so there's no increase in my paycheck, Actually I get a cut. I only get to see my mate for a few hours but one of the people I'm upset with gets to see him for hours at a whim.

Just spent 30 mins just sitting under the water of the shower trying not to cry cause the apartment owner is here and I don't want to get him involved in my issues cause right about now I really don't want to interact with him. I'm just so so all over the place that I don't know what to do with myself T_T I'm tired but I don't want to sleep, I've already eaten but I'm hungry again, Got a bottle of Jack But don't want to drink cause it'll all just come back later.

Jordan I need you right now, can I steal you from where you are?