*cheek kiss and snuggle* from me - I know it isn't much regarding the situation but oh wow that's not fun at all and I hate it when nice people like you have to go through crap like this. Things will get better - they just take time. Sometimes a really long time, but eventually. ;A;
I know that with my s.loans I'm on a pay as I earn/when I can deal that's worked out pretty well so maybe yours will give you some flexibility with that too!

Thanks a lot fae *hugs* I hope so....

Awww, I'm sorry, hun >.<
Life has its ups and downs, and I'm sure it is due time for some ups for you. Never give up, things will get better, I'm sure of it!

Sometimes one can get so focused on a problem,
that they lose their sense of relativity in the world.

Ultimately,
regardless of the plans of mice and men,
all we can do is just try.

I'm sorry to hear that! I was in that situation as well for quite a while. I finally wound up finding something outside of my initial field, but nowadays it certainly does take a while in order to find something. It's not like it used to be several years ago and all. Depression, sadly, is a natural response to all of this. I just wish things could be going better for you, that's all. *Hugs*

Thank you all for the kind thoughts!! <3 *hugs all around*