I know not many read this but I thought I would mention something... My Great Uncle Tom passed away this morning. A lot of me is in shock because I had dinner with him not that long ago, a few weeks maybe, and he was talking about and all excited for getting things like his tv and couch all paid off. He was even nice enough to give me a monitor for my fiance since his broke. Now.. he's gone and I won't get to see him again. It has made me realize I am a very caring person, especially to my family. I love them all so much, no matter what it seems. I eventually need to find the time and visit my Pappy and Aunt Honey before they leave me too. In the back of my head as well.. I am worried about my grandma that was living with her brother. I hope she doesn't grieve enough she ends up leaving us too. I don't think I could take that mentally. I know she waas never the greatest to me, but it doesn't mean I want to see her go.

Anyway sorry for the depressing journal. I just need to sit and type instead of just letting it all well up inside. Thank you if you read this. It means a lot.