Misrable
11 years ago
So I haven't really discussed anything lately with anyone. I've been in a very bad state of depression as of late. It only got worse due to some horridly bad news. My mother recently got a new job after losing her old one due to her health. (She tried suing, the HRC wouldn't do it due to who the company is.) Anyway, we just got told that starting very soon she will not be allowed to work but 25 hours a week because cooperate does not want to pay for health insurance for part time employees due to Obamacare. The only way she would be able to get to work more hours is if she became management and that isn't likely. We are starting to become more and more strapped for cash. I was actually supposed to get two kittens this week but now my mom doesn't think we can afford to have them. I applied for a job but I don't think my mental state is where it should be for a job... I have been trying for months and months to get a therapist with no avail. I even did a stint in a mental health ward because I got to rock bottom. I'm starting to fall back there again and I just don't know what I can do to help my mother....I feel...like I am failing her as a daughter.
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