Well.
11 years ago
Well my last resort to a form of income in the fandom is now crushed, I have no talents and no fursuit and no money. I give up, money ripped my life apart, I cant please you guys anymore, if you want to unwatch go fucking ahead, I dont care anymore...
If it's anything I learned from the pecan tree, it's always try to grow. It doesn't matter if life tries to cut you down or poison your water. If one way won't help you to grow, then try something new.
Maybe you could keep your identity in the fandom, but try to find a foothold somewhere out in the world?