So yeah time to ramble on about nothing.

I've been thinking a lot about opening commissions, but it seems that every time i go to do so im blocked by something. Paypal has to have a bank account to link to in order to work, and my parents watch my bank account. I cant separate my account from theirs because 1) they control that 2) thats how they send me money in the first place and c) if i were to ask to separarate the accounts they'd ask me why why why why why this and that and the other and everything else. So yeah
However i was given the idea to open a separate banking account by myself, which seems like a possibility, though doing so seems very, very confusing. Does anyone else bank with wells fargo that i can talk to for help? The website doesnt help fix my confusion.

Then there's school. English is going good, biology is fine, spanish is for some reason very difficult all of a sudden for me, and the last class i always have to think about to remember what it was.... um... Oh, statistics. That one is fine too. Why is one bad class upsetting me so much? Perhaps because my parents will hammer me about it the entire semester and for years to come afterwards just because i did bad in one class? they've done this before about last years classes and even high school classes before. The on C i got in chemistry back in high school my dad still constantly reminds me of. Why? Why?! Its so upsetting!

Ive been upset all day today for some reason. The weather? Its dark, raining, dreary, cold... Oh, and my stupid suite mates apparently cant open a window and have to have it cold all the time in the rooms. I can only come to the room i'm currently in, my 'secret base' as i described before in a previous journal, which is just a study room in a building on campus. I can only come to this room to be at any peace or get any drawings done. If i DO open commissions, it'll only be possible because of this room. I'm alone, no one bothers me, no noises... its very nice.

But still im upset today. Its just been... really slow. Also im upset because I got Smash Bros for 3DS..... BUT I CAN'T PLAY WITH ANYONE!!! Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516 Error code 018-516!!!!!!! Every, single, time! Thats more than half the reason i got the game! To play with my friends! And now that i can't, im just.... meh...

Things... things are overall neutral for me i guess. So, yeah. Im gonna go do homework or something... i guess...