So i was thinking about when i lived in knoxville. Dude, i was such a tart of a person (boring, drab, unfun, and a total hermit). like my friend miko-chan stayed for the summer. I know I had a lot going on with school and trying to get things straight, but god i was a tart.

I was thinking about that period vs when i went to ca til now. i mean i was a tart at the start. i had a lot of shit hit my plate, but i still tried to have fun. I wasn't ms. hermit that stayed locked in her house. well...i didn't really have a house. XD I kinda wished that i was more fun when i stayed in knoxville. i was so serious!!!

i also think some of my fun side is cause of nikki. We just balance each other out. sometimes, i just can't help but be silly with him. He was cuddling me while i was standing earlier. Next thing I know, I'm like, "You know you wanna bend me over while i yell 'oh cookies yeah cookies' at the top of my lungs." xD He just broke out laughing then said, "You're silly." He is just as bad. we'll go into a store. He'll walk up behind me then start humping my ass and walk off like nothing happened. I enjoy life more with him.

Now that i think about it, I blame my aunt for when i was a tart. She was always so serious and i had to take a lot of her shit. Makes anyone turn into a tart. GOD i hate tarty people like her. glad i don't take care of her anymore.