You can talk to me about problems! My YIM name is wolfsatyr. More accurately you can talk at me, I rarely offer any useful advice.

Mm I don't have yim though

Wow, that's never happened to me... Luckily I found other furres while still in high school... We never seem to get much love due to the stupid media making us out to be furry little horn dogs.

I know on Skype, if you ever want to pester me about anything, go ahead. Even if it's just straight up yelling cause you're pissed. I would totally understand.

There's only one fur at school (that I know of) and she's a bitch and kinda grosses me out..

Does your school have an anime club? Half of the furries from my school was actually in that club, and it was large.

No and i'd HATE to go to it if we did *Shivers*

Why?

*Cuddles*

Anime fans *Shivers*

I'm an anime fan, though right now, I'm more a comic fan right now... I'm stuck on Wolverine...

Fuck Wolverine is hot.

I only like Keroro Gunso far as anime goes these days O^O

I hate the SUPA KAWAII DESU kinds of anime fans

My school were more into the serious animes.

They prefered bloodshed... My school was very... Odd...

If you find Wolvie sexy, go here and read my fanfic: http://www.quizilla.com/stories/747.....ogan-1-freedom

It's high rated simply cause it's not like one of those 'Insta-love' ones or where the main OC is over powered.

I'll take a look later, on my way to bed~

Okay, Night! *Gives can*

AIM: SifttheCat
MSN: Sift[at]Yahoo.com (lol)

Send me a message, I'll be more then glad to talk with you, you're a cool person D:

I always had problems with my mom - unlike you, though, I was unable to see that she hated me until she let her boyfriend kick me out of the house. I wanted to please her so badly. I think you need to not worry about how she treats you if she's being that way. She is supposed to be your parent, a mentor, and a guide through life - if she's treating you badly...well, I don't know a lot about the relationship between herself and you, so I won't pry or get too deep, here.

Just remember that there are still people who like you, and would miss you. Suicide is never the answer, and it will just create a bigger burden on your friends and family, never mind what your mother says. You can see how much we at FA love you, and that might be a poor substitute for friends that you can actually be around physically, but don't just write it off, okay?

If you have msn or ever just need someone to vent to, my email's in my profile and I never mind listening to a friend's problems.

Thank you ;; very much

1) maybe something is wrong with you? Can't say I know for sure, but I know a lot of socially awkward furries. Maybe you are too negative, too needy, too sarcastic, IDK but becoming self aware is process, when I was in my late teens I was very insecure - I think people didn't want to hang out with me because of it and how I acted. and it's taken a lot of time to get over that. Or maybe your friends are douchbags, again, IDK just offering insight here.

2) If you live in a big city, public transit and living at a hostle is a good way to get a cheap start. When I moved I had 2.5 suitcases full of stuff (honestly, I wasn't planning on staying in BC). I had the luxury of moving back home if things didn't work out - but I knew I'd try anything to avoid that. ANYTHING, even working at McD's if it came to that. You'd be surprised at how little you actually "need" to live, if you're willing to let you life suck for a little while. It'll make you stronger in the long run, trust me.

3) Don't dwell on it. If you can get an answer as to why, great. If not, they obviously weren't a good friend.

4) I have a hard time believing your friends would drop you because you like furry. What are they, perfect or something? Sounds like you have shitty friends. I've mentioned it to one of my friends I was kind-of furry after she was going on a big long rant about how fucked up they are. She was embarrassed, we're still friends : /

5) Run away.

All this is just my advice, in my opinion, based on what worked for me. I hope you get enough advice from people who know you better, and you can filter out a good plan of action and fix your life.

Running away is a retarded idea.

And I don't think it's really nice to tell a suicidal person something's wrong with them. I already know that jackass..

I didn't mean to rude, henc the example of myself and stating again I didn't *really* know you. But statements like "everyone *blank*" always strikes me as a little off, and if there is some socially awkward part of you - that isn't a big deal at all. You either need to find friends who understand, or decide if it's something you want to work on. Thinking you're perfect and the fault is on everyone else is not a productive way to look at things, and will only make your problems worse/repetitive in the future.

But again, maybe for some reason all your friends are douchbags. It could be the case.

You think running away is a retarded idea, so be it. It worked well for me when I was in a situation I couldn't change, I couldn't *make* my mom like me. The only option was for me to leave the situation, I did, and 8 years later I couldn't be happier. I think the whole experience made me a stronger person because now I know I can do anything if I try - I know my happiness is not dependent on what other people think of me.

I hope you figure out how to fix your problems.

i know how that is.. I dont like talking about my problems because i know that everyone has their own problems.

Honestlly i love it if people talk to me about their problems and they want to talk about them. It makes me feel like they trust me enough to want me to help.

im here if you need anything.

That's the same with me ;; I get sad when people WON'T tell me ebcause they don't want to bother me with it..It makes me worry insanely..

I try not to tell people I won't talk to about it I'm sad..since I can't talk to certain people about my problems (nothing to do with the person, just feels more comfortable telling some people)

I can't talk to guys very well about my problems, period. Online it's kinda easy but in real life, fuhgeddaboudit

ya.. its easier because your not face to face. i know how that is..

Durp, you scared me :c
I think you should get a break from the internet, obviously, it makes you sad...

I'm sorry Poinky ;; *Clings* It's mostly real life stuff fucking me up right now.. If I don't have the internet I'll end up wallowing in the bad thoughts..But I guess that do that anyway don't I?

Aww baby I hope you feel better :c

Thank you C: *Snuggles* I lahvs you hon ;;

You can talk to me if you want. I am a great listener.

AIM: Elvndragonrider4
MSN: Harry_hermiione04[at]yahoo.com

I'm always open for talking over AIM. I tried messaging you last night, but you probably got flooded with IMs.

But yeah, OtakuMan26 on AIM, and totally one up for talking.

~Otaku-Man

I went to bed soon after posting my journal. Regardless, my aim doesn't flash if someone not on my buddylist ims me for the first time, I don't know why.

Ahh, now it makes sense.

~Otaku-Man

So what did your "friend" tell them? People knowing you're a furry shouldn't be that repulsive to them. I mean, they liked you as a person before that, right? And I've seen your work. You're not a twisted pervert. And if they can't get over that, then either they're so anti-furry they hate Disney, or they shouldn't have been a friend in the first place.
Ditch CJ, if only for spreading hateful rumors, and tell that to his face.

Oh, and I hope you feel better about yourself soon.

Her face lol

I might...

..well chappy...you know ill always be here if you want to talk to me [im sure you can go back and count how many of your other friends said that....>.>] but seriously you were my first real furry frien cuz you actually talked to me :3. so. i shall be here....waiting....ovo if you need me...or if ya just wants to talk to me...:3


luv ya !!

-SiN

Using the word Suicide to manipulate your friends' emotions is the same sort of desensitization that'll make it harder for others to get help when they're actually thinking of suicide. :/
As much as you said it because you felt bad and wanted help, and don't need people making you feel worse right now, there is no reason to feel good about that and it sets others back.
Either way, I hope you don't take that too hard and can keep getting help from your friends.

Regardless it's not as though I'm just saying it for attention. I DO think about it way too much and it's scary..I posted a journal as reassurance that I wasn't worthless and people DID care about me..I needed it really bad..

I'm so glad to hear you'd never actually do it! I was worried.

Wow, your real-life friends sound like a bunch of dickwads. >:(

I'm basically a venting sponge, so if you ever want to talk to me, about anything, feel free! I may not be able to offer good advice, since I'm dumb, but I can at least listen.

If people have a problem with who you are, I don't see how you could consider them friends. My friends accept me for the big gay furry artist that I am. It's important that the people you care about love you for who you are.

But anyways, you've got me amongst many others on here that are more than willing to talk to you about your problems.