Life update journal type thingy
11 years ago
OK. Well About time to update this son of a bitch.
Work still sucks. I really hate it. I can't stand it. I wanna quit so badly right now. I'm a year behind where I should be working where I am because of an inept boss who thinks I can't be moved to a position where I can be and promises said position to the new hires who she coddles for the simple fact she doesn't want to be a manager and work fucking midnights. There, i've said my peace.
I really am looking forward to midwest because that's gonna be the next time I see all of my really close friends and the time that I decide to change my life. Why wait till then? Well having an income and benefits mean you can milk them for all their worth and that's exactly what I'm gonna do. I realize this might be hurting me more in the long run because I'll be missing out on some things. But I, simply put, do not want to take what meager savings I have and blow it all on a medical issue and kill all my dreams and such without having them taken care of. If however my job decides to keep fucking me over I'm just gonna go ahead and quit and let the chips fall where they may. I hate to say, please pray my job gets worse.
Work still sucks. I really hate it. I can't stand it. I wanna quit so badly right now. I'm a year behind where I should be working where I am because of an inept boss who thinks I can't be moved to a position where I can be and promises said position to the new hires who she coddles for the simple fact she doesn't want to be a manager and work fucking midnights. There, i've said my peace.
I really am looking forward to midwest because that's gonna be the next time I see all of my really close friends and the time that I decide to change my life. Why wait till then? Well having an income and benefits mean you can milk them for all their worth and that's exactly what I'm gonna do. I realize this might be hurting me more in the long run because I'll be missing out on some things. But I, simply put, do not want to take what meager savings I have and blow it all on a medical issue and kill all my dreams and such without having them taken care of. If however my job decides to keep fucking me over I'm just gonna go ahead and quit and let the chips fall where they may. I hate to say, please pray my job gets worse.
FA+

Because I am moving nearly half way across country I can stand to get a job when I get there. I am not hurting g for money. I can survive for a little while without a job.
There's one thing too. My parents are using this same argument to KEEP me from moving.
I am your futur XD. One good advice, do like me: begin to study for find a new job, or just look around for a new job..but you need a huge change in your life or you will feel so so bad. At best a depress! I succed to avoid it because of aswome lovers and friends..but i was really really close of the burn out. Don't reach that. Move. Save your life.