Move Along...
11 years ago
To bury the hatchet in regards to the last post: Nothing has changed - I am still unemployed in spite of having atleast one interview a week and submitting to other jobs. I have another interview on Thursday but at this point I'm not expecting much *shrugs* That said... its time to move on and take things as they come rather then bitch and whine about not being employed...
I've also made my peace with yet another demon that has been holding me down lately. Everyone has Foes and Enemies and people that cannot be trusted. This is Human Nature.
I've been having an internal struggle with one such person who, at this point I'm dealing with in the fact I'm giving them distance even though I'm forced to watch them from afar because of my current duties. But I've handled it the best I can and just acknowledge that situation likely won't change unless one of us moves or motives change. Burning all bridges with someone is never fun, but sometimes it is necessary.
On the flip side, I've made Peace with a few close friends I managed to make mad at me one way or another over the last few months. So I'm relieved to have those wounds healed.
To move along it means to put that behind you, and look ahead to the next challenge. This is something I am typically really bad at. I tend to Dwell on the past and worry about the Possible Future, rather then living in the present. In order to "Move Along" this is something I need to change. The past gives us valuable lessons and thus should never be forgotten; and while its mindful to look ahead and forsee problems before they happen - sometimes those problems are out of one man's control and need to be let go; and just have faith that they will work themselves out in a natural fashion; that people will see true intentions and colors within on their own without having to be the flag bearer trying to drag someone else through the mud to expose their true decit for those who choose not to see. I'm done trying to be that person.
So, the cryptic messages aside: I'm moving forward in life, knowing that yes it may not feel 'Right' at times and will have its own pains; but I'm sick of living in the past and dreading the Future.
This gave me the Drive to finish my
furrymigration photos today which can be seen on my Flickr (Check my profile info for the link - the Furry related one)
In addition, I uploaded a short video from FM2014 to my youtube channel. I'll put a link to it on a submission here soon.
Soon I will get started on the longer one which will be a colab video of content from 3 other videographers and myself. Its the first time I've taken on such a task so it will be interesting (I'm doing all the editing- but the Raw content comes from sources other then my own...); So watch for the submission/ announcement when this is done.
I've also made my peace with yet another demon that has been holding me down lately. Everyone has Foes and Enemies and people that cannot be trusted. This is Human Nature.
I've been having an internal struggle with one such person who, at this point I'm dealing with in the fact I'm giving them distance even though I'm forced to watch them from afar because of my current duties. But I've handled it the best I can and just acknowledge that situation likely won't change unless one of us moves or motives change. Burning all bridges with someone is never fun, but sometimes it is necessary.
On the flip side, I've made Peace with a few close friends I managed to make mad at me one way or another over the last few months. So I'm relieved to have those wounds healed.
To move along it means to put that behind you, and look ahead to the next challenge. This is something I am typically really bad at. I tend to Dwell on the past and worry about the Possible Future, rather then living in the present. In order to "Move Along" this is something I need to change. The past gives us valuable lessons and thus should never be forgotten; and while its mindful to look ahead and forsee problems before they happen - sometimes those problems are out of one man's control and need to be let go; and just have faith that they will work themselves out in a natural fashion; that people will see true intentions and colors within on their own without having to be the flag bearer trying to drag someone else through the mud to expose their true decit for those who choose not to see. I'm done trying to be that person.
So, the cryptic messages aside: I'm moving forward in life, knowing that yes it may not feel 'Right' at times and will have its own pains; but I'm sick of living in the past and dreading the Future.
This gave me the Drive to finish my
furrymigration photos today which can be seen on my Flickr (Check my profile info for the link - the Furry related one)In addition, I uploaded a short video from FM2014 to my youtube channel. I'll put a link to it on a submission here soon.
Soon I will get started on the longer one which will be a colab video of content from 3 other videographers and myself. Its the first time I've taken on such a task so it will be interesting (I'm doing all the editing- but the Raw content comes from sources other then my own...); So watch for the submission/ announcement when this is done.
Yarrick
~yarrick
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Soon, really soon. I have the photos from our Studio photographer but am shooting another event this weekend. I'd say sometime next week :)
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