I'm taking a short hiatus because I'm in a never ending cycle of stress right now. I've been seeing a therapist lately and she has 'diagnosed' me with severe generalized and social anxiety but hasn't really prescribed me with anything and when I asked about medication she told me to talk to my doctor but my doctor tells me to talk to a therapist. So I'm going to try and get that sorted out. I really want to get on at least ADD meds because my motivation and energy levels are fucking shot. And everything else is stressing me out and then coming on to FA stresses me out even more. So I'm going to take some time away from the computer and internet in general for a little while.
In my time away I'm going to focus on getting a job, sorting out the whole medication thing and trying to start living a more active lifestyle. I want my time offline to be very productive. If I don't start changing my life fast I don't know how much longer I will be able to keep on going. Ending it all is a thought that crosses my mind way more often than it should. And I need to get help before it's too late.
A lot of shit has been going on and I can't handle much more of it. Usually I'm probably more open with you guys than I should be but this is something I really don't want to talk about but it's pretty serious.
By changing my life it's gonna help some people really close to me to change their lives as well.

If you have commissioned me your art will be done and I'm very very very sorry for the delay. I don't think being a commission artist is the right thing for me right now so commissions are closed until I get my shit together.
I don't know how long it will be until I am back but I'm going to try and take the least amount of time away as possible.