so i have a new job where i work from 6 in the morning to 11 on tuesday and friday. i know, real money maker. but today i am leaving at 10 instead of 11 so that i can go to my grandfather's wake. i regret to say that he had passed from this life on saturday morning. my family was expecting this for a very long time, and this past week was really hard on him. but my mom and her 4 siblings made their father very comfortable and were always there to see him, i don't think a single day went by this past week where one of his kids weren't there. friday as i got home from work my mom was leaving, and told me that she was going to see him, and that the doctors thought he wasn't gonna last the night, he actually made it till about 10 am saturday morning, sadly none of his children were there for him, someone was, i don't know who though and i don't want to ask my mother as she is taking this whole ordeal hard. anyway, today i am going into work, I'm actually leaving in a couple minutes, and then coming home and getting ready for a wake that i am far from prepared to go to, and i will be there from 12-8 tonight, at least, then we turn around tomorrow and have the funeral. i am not ready to say goodbye to my grandpa, but it is something we all have to do. i have gotten some amazing support from my friends, both online and off, and even my gf will be there tomorrow. it eases the pain, but i miss him too much for it to disappear. anyway, thought i would give you all that update on my life.