I figerd out what all this thinking was about, just mostly the amount of stress im under at the moment had made me question the choses i had made in life, its been a bad mounth and next mounth will be worse. As some of you knew earlyer this mouth my brother was killed and next mouth last year will be when my family...my horses were killed. im not really looking fowed to it but i know i gotta think nicely on it and rember the good times.

After all the thinking i did tho it made me think on night himself and the stuff i did wanna change. there are parts of night that i personaly dont like about him such as colors, so i am changing night but not his sona or form really. im going to make him agen more like my self in real life but more so what i would like to be like allso. I just thort i would drop you guys a note to tell how it is and reading your comments and stuff did help me think.

So thank you alot