So I wanted to make this journal just to give people a heads up with what's going on and such and also to people who speak with me now and then on skype.

If at any point you're talking to me and I start not replying, suddenly disappear or don't reply at all, please don't take it as a personal reason against you. Lately these past few days I haven't been feeling myself and after work and such it gets a bit tiring putting on a happy face for people. >: Everyone at work knows me as a fun and care-free dude that's silly, funny and brightens anyone's day; while at the end of it I just wanna sit in my room and just forget about things.

Lately I've been feeling crappy more and more throughout the day. Not even playing a video game could make me smile with delight or hearing a really funny story. Depressive bouts like this always happen to me at least once a year but I've certainly found myself more vulnerable to them ever since I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder with links to OCD.

I'll do my best to keep popping by to those I know to say Hi every now and then, but jesus it's scary to do that now. The only thing that seems to brighten my day is when Ragga comes online~ At that point I get a nice boost of energy, I can genuinely laugh again and I feel much more comfortable c:

It's just a crappy period I'm going through again so I just wanted to let you guys know this. If at any point you feel like I've ignored you or I just don't keep in touch with you then I'm really really sorry about it. I suck at keeping in touch in general, but that doesn't mean I don't like ya!

This wont effect drawing too much as I'm still trying my best to doodle every day. That and the preview of FNAF2 gave me a few ideas of things to draw so maybe you guys will be seeing something soon. <:

Sorry again for this long ass journal, but I really wanted to get this out there.

Be seeing you guys!

- Kon