look around and see that the things have changed a lot.
I think I have changed a lot over the time here, I feel like I've learned a lot of things, about myself, about others, about everything. I can just say, that I finally can tell that things are getting slowly better for me, that besides a lot of problems, I'm still here, being finally comfortable with where I am. I don't think I can say very well what I'm trying to, but the thing is, I feel like in the end, may be there a way out of this hole that has been my life the past years, and that if I were done something different, maybe now I would be other. Maybe I would not be what I'm now.
I'm really grateful for everyone who have been good to me here. For all of those that I don't know anything, but are there, watching and enjoying my art, for those who have get to know me a little better, and that have been nice to me, and specially for those who I can think of as friends. I never been good with works when talking about myself, but, I feel like I should just say, that I won't change anything of what have happened to me. That I don't hate those who did me bad anymore, because they just knew the world differently than I did. That I finally understand that, no matter what, everything have happened for a reason, and even if it still hurts, I won't want it any other way, because if not, I wouldn't have learnt who I am, and what is the thing I really want in life.