I have made a terrible mistake in my life... I made my mom upset, and now I'm afraid to lose her... She doesn't really want to talk to me anymore... She said she's getting tired of talking about the same thing all over again... I don't blame her though... It was because of my own stupidness... I'm an idiot, and I know it... Don't expect me to be too active these next days... I'm both crying all the time and also punishing myself by not using my iPad much... *sigh* ..............................




I'll say this one more time... I'M AN IDIOT. I AM A STUPID, LAZY, SELF-INDULGENT IDIOT.




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This is not because of you guys... It's my own stupid, personal problem..... Don't bother helping me, I don't want you to get tangled into my own problems.....





........ I'm an idiot, and nothing else....... Just a stupid, lazy idiot whose only talent is making people upset............





*sigh*.........................