The worst part of..
11 years ago
The worst part of therapy is the relapse. That said, you think you might be able to join the good effects before....
Lately I've been doing a lot of therapy and I'm having a huge internal struggle between the bad habits of my old self and the girl who wants to be productive, who thinks she can do it.
It's left me depressed, seriously depressed as my two selves fight it out.
Buuuh.
I've lost friend, sometimes I'm not even sure how, I just look on skype and "poof!"
Other times I think I might be doing something legitimate and I guess I'm just groveling.
I wish people didn't get into my head so easily,
I hope the rest of you are better.
-Fae
Lately I've been doing a lot of therapy and I'm having a huge internal struggle between the bad habits of my old self and the girl who wants to be productive, who thinks she can do it.
It's left me depressed, seriously depressed as my two selves fight it out.
Buuuh.
I've lost friend, sometimes I'm not even sure how, I just look on skype and "poof!"
Other times I think I might be doing something legitimate and I guess I'm just groveling.
I wish people didn't get into my head so easily,
I hope the rest of you are better.
-Fae
You've made so much progress, you've done so much. You'll never be alone.
When the darkness creeps back in, I'll be there to help you light a candle and stave it off with a few good solid barks, and remind you how amazing you are.
You've got this. You can do the things. I believe in you more than anyone, and you'll always have me at your back.
I know that stuff scrambles your head up and you get confused and your thoughts go all squiggly, but in that messed up soup of rumbling emotions I know we'll all come out better for it, 'cause.. Even if you haven't seen it, you've gotten better at being social- at handling unknown situations- at dealing with your emotions.
You're a powerful maow, and you deserve your crown, your Highness.
I love you very much, honey. More intensely than the heat of a thousand suns, 'till the heat-death of the universe.
You are the best, end of.
I'm currently seeking help from a psychiatrist, and I have been for years. I've been to a therapist, psychologist, and an institution of sorts during high school. Sometimes people feel like they hit rock bottom, but that just means there's nowhere to go but up. And sometimes a little optimism can go a long way, even if it's hard to find that silver lining.
We believe in you, and I wish you the best of luck.
AND OF COURSE I'D COMMENT, SILLY.
Love you my sweet!!!!!