it's too much to go into the whole story but live with mom and brother and we're all very close and we're losing the house and we don't have the income to get another place realistically and this is the worst thing that's ever happened and everything is on fire and my life is over and i hate life so much and everything is terrible to me and if we had a few hundred dollars more per month maybe we could maybe find a place but we don't and we can't and every plan is so terrible and there's nothing i can do or anyone is able or willing to do and i'm shaking and crying and going to curl up and fall asleep now and wake up with more than i can ever accomplish to do and so many impossible things to figure out and have to get rid of all the pets i love and there's nothing and nobody in the entire world that can save me and i hate my life so much so fucking much...