Said by a good friend. I don't have great gammer so this can't be me. lol but Iiagree with everything he said its very sad but ture.
I really am beginning to understand and hate the modern world more and more. The main way people communicate isn't face to face anymore; it's by texts, IMs, facebook. It's sickening; you lose the importance of honesty when your primary way of conversation is text that has no reliance on facial expression. And that's so important; your subconscious mind is able to read a person's expression all the time without you even focusing on it. It's what enables us to know a person is happy if they're smiling, sad if they're crying, angry if one eye twitches; it's integral to communications as a whole.

Maybe that's why I'm so alone. I don't communicate via facebook, or texts often. My phone's crap so texting is annoying with it, and i don't get facebook mobile so that's out. Is that why everyone forgets I exist? Why people ignore me, or fall out of touch? Because I don't talk to them every day via facebook?

What kind of world are we living in where virtual interactions with your friends means more than actually seeing them, laughing with them, shaking their hand, hugging them? How is that a -good- thing? How is that beneficial to modern society? How is that a justifiable reason to forget people?

I'm tired of being forgotten by everyone I know, and thought I trusted. I'm tired of feeling left out, forgotten, like I'm unimportant. It happens so often. And the worst part is that nobody notices because, unlike some people, I don't constantly bitch about it on FACEBOOK. Is that really what I should be doing? Is that the way to be remembered?

People are not pictures on a website, people. They're real behind that; they exist past the times you are texting them or chatting with them on a website. Just because somebody hasn't been able to text you doesn't mean they don't want to see you.

I dunno why I'm doing the exact thing I hate by bitching about this on facebook. I think I'm just sick of feeling so alone because I don't virtually communicate constantly. Because I'm not constantly 'plugged in' to my IM. Maybe somebody gives a fuck long enough to read this and it changes something; that'd make it worth writing. I guess I'm just at the end of my rope here and hoping something changes, that I stop being forgotten and set aside because I can't facebook people constantly. I dunno. I dunno how to even end this lil rant of mine. Keep thinking of how to, and I just can't think of a proper ending.

I guess it's this; the people on my facebook are my -friends-. I don't add everyone that adds me; if I do not know you, or do not like you, you are not on my friends list. I see facebook as a means to stay in touch and arrange hanging out with the people I like, not as the primary means of communicating and interacting with them. If you don't see me as a friend, or wouldn't want to interact with me outside a virtual world? Please just... remove me from your friends list. I don't want to be just another face in a box on some screen to people. That isn't a friend. The reason I don't weed out my friends list myself is because I do trust everyone one it (For the most part) and would be happy to see them at some point in time. I trust them. If that trust is misplaced, and you wouldn't want to interact with me aside from this?

Get out of my life. That's it.