I wanted to say a lot but I think I'll just be short and maybe answer questions later...

I'm still angry and bitter, still depressed, and try as I may to 'move on' has not been something I can simply 'do'.

I can't simply 'get over' things and frankly that kind of 'encouragement' only makes me wonder why I don't resort to some kind of violence, outside of reasons such as morality, empathy and restraint.

I want to speak 'happy' things but I can only do so when it's legitmate.

There's a 30% chance I might stream digital art wednesday, but we'll see. With my luck something will be in my way...

I'd say more but, no.