Ok... well, last night....
Finished my homework, its 10:30 pm, as a year 11 student i have a lot of that shit to do, and this whole limit on my internet usage and bed times, i needed a release because i was stressed out from it, so i went downstairs to finish off the paw for my fursuit.
I finished that and was packing up the "mess" that was apparently there.
So then i was going to bed, for once feeling semi accomplished because i actually finished my schoolwork and had some kind of release.
I was rolling into my sheets getting comfy and then my mum barges into my room...
-I think- fucken here we go...... (rolling my eyes under my eyelids)

She blasts me about how i'm going to bed so late and why i didn't even bother saying goodnight.

Well heres a response to that, get fucked, when i walked up the stairs all i could hear was you and dad bitching about how i'm never in bed and my "priorities aren't set".

So then i went to the lounge to say goodnight to dad so he could shut up about me being a "spoilt little shit that is ungrateful".
What do i get?
"Do you know what the fucking time is?"
i respond with a simple, "no i do not, my computer and phone is in your possession because of your rules that you made"

And from there it hit the fan, how i'm a rude self centred, highly attituded and sprung kid.

With a yelling to me and tears all down my face because i felt worthless and like nothing by what he said to me.
i went to bed this time, now feeling worthless, stupid, idiotic, depressed.
i don't let that shit get to my head but hey, it really pisses me off, so it didn't really affect me at all, just severely pissed me off.

Anyway...
cutting a long story short, they make me all stressed because of their jumping to conclusion.
I woke up finding blood on my blankets somehow and half soaked pillow due to the tears.
ah well, in the end i can come here and find some kind of escape where i am accepted and understood....

Thanks too all that listen

The very tired and drained.

Solglo