"I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time"

One of the lesser appreciated/ lesser known Elton John songs IMO. It pretty much sums up how I'm feeling right now. The music video is also... very bizzare and very 80's. It has a lot of suggestive clothing and even a butt grope in it... heh.

I'll admit it. I've had a few rough months. A lot of Drama- and a lot of that Drama is still there and not going away any time soon.

Work has been a rollercoaster. A few contracts here that last a week and that's it. A lot of rejections and "you are ALMOST good enough to work here" type of rejections from employers.

I have another job starting tomorrow. I will be working 3rd shift starting next week (though my initiation with the company the 3 days I work this week will be first shift). I'm taking a slight cut in pay. But I'll be happy if it lasts atleast a few months so I can get back on my feet again.

A lot of things have tried to knock me down over the last few months... but...

I'm Still Standing.