Gosh, has it really been that long?
11 years ago
So lets see - it has been about three years if not longer since I last showed signs of life here. There's a lot of old friends who I have spent so many days thinking about. Hoping that they're doing well, in good health, and enjoying life. I've always been able to do well enough in life as long as my friends and those that I care for are doing well themselves.
I should mention I'm a pony these days! I admire the compassion and kindness that the program and its characters promote. I've always identified with Pinkie the most! All that brings me satisfaction in life anymore is trying to bring a smile where I can. Because there's just so much sad stuff going on in the world, you know? Every tidbit of news flying across our screens is so full of violence, anger, hatred or misery. I have to imagine Pinkie wouldn't approve of such a sad, unhappy world! About the most that can be done is just to try and be happy, and to show kindness to others when you can.
Most of my free time is usually either spent relaxing in the virtual world Second Life as a pony or exercising. The exercise comes in the form of late night walks to the tune of 8 to 11 miles, usually every evening! A lot of my old friends might remember me being on the heavier side, though lately I've been managing to lose about 1 lb. every 2 to 3 days. I guess that's pretty fast? I don't really eat that much anymore either. Well I should say I don't really eat that much because I just don't have a desire to eat. It seems so strange to say, right? Everyone usually has that desire when they get hungry. It's just as if that desire never materializes much anymore when hunger hits. If anyone else has a fitbit or just has a desire to see my walking or sleep patterns, hit me up in an IM and I would be happy to provide you with the URL to my fitbit page.
I hope everyone is doing well, and that you're all in good health. I still think about everyone that I've known both here, FA, as well as those of you IRL who I had the luck and good fortune of getting to spend time with. Whether you preferred to call me an acquaintance, friend, girlfriend, I hope your days are filled with happiness! And ponies too, if you like. :)
Please feel free to KIT with me if you like. It would brighten my day!
I should mention I'm a pony these days! I admire the compassion and kindness that the program and its characters promote. I've always identified with Pinkie the most! All that brings me satisfaction in life anymore is trying to bring a smile where I can. Because there's just so much sad stuff going on in the world, you know? Every tidbit of news flying across our screens is so full of violence, anger, hatred or misery. I have to imagine Pinkie wouldn't approve of such a sad, unhappy world! About the most that can be done is just to try and be happy, and to show kindness to others when you can.
Most of my free time is usually either spent relaxing in the virtual world Second Life as a pony or exercising. The exercise comes in the form of late night walks to the tune of 8 to 11 miles, usually every evening! A lot of my old friends might remember me being on the heavier side, though lately I've been managing to lose about 1 lb. every 2 to 3 days. I guess that's pretty fast? I don't really eat that much anymore either. Well I should say I don't really eat that much because I just don't have a desire to eat. It seems so strange to say, right? Everyone usually has that desire when they get hungry. It's just as if that desire never materializes much anymore when hunger hits. If anyone else has a fitbit or just has a desire to see my walking or sleep patterns, hit me up in an IM and I would be happy to provide you with the URL to my fitbit page.
I hope everyone is doing well, and that you're all in good health. I still think about everyone that I've known both here, FA, as well as those of you IRL who I had the luck and good fortune of getting to spend time with. Whether you preferred to call me an acquaintance, friend, girlfriend, I hope your days are filled with happiness! And ponies too, if you like. :)
Please feel free to KIT with me if you like. It would brighten my day!
Are you coming back to Taps, too?
i'm sure years ago you were pretty much like the furs i described,
Then, something very dark must have occurred, not only the loss of your parent, probably a toxic relation or drug /yiff party involvement (one of the reasons i avoid cons), i exclude involvement in the Chlorine gas attack in December 2014.
Between this and the one in which you announced your new life as a reborn Christian in 2018 there is a timelapse of 4 years in which probably you tried to improve or for better regain your life, away from furries.