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Well... I have decided wether to continu drawing....
16 years ago
Well this is it... and I have come to the conclusion that if I would stop many would miss me and even few I know would have been hurt by it. Still it will be a while before I can draw anything vorish again..
So I'm going to make an non vorish animation instead. I will make this for the person I have hurt so much... with the comic I drew.
I have also tried to figure out how I could have been so blind that I actually drew something.... so mean, low and character killing. Yeah that was right it was that bad. ><;
I have come to the conclusion that I have been too much focused on the concept in my own mind that I took no consideration with persons feelings of his own character and what his prefers were. I thought I knew them but I took wrong conclusion. But ignorance is no excuse. So from now on I will be damn sure that I either know the person very well and his/her prefers or that we have clear agreements about what the other draws, before I draw something for him/her.
I also be must more careful when I offer or accept a trade art. Because I figured out that there are certain things I really dislike to draw. And when I'm bound to an art trade and it turns out I need to draw something I don't like, that I actually seem to close my hart and feeling. And purely focus on the concept instead of the soul. A good art in mine opinion is a mix of both.
Also all mine RP's which I have through PM's here are temporally on hold. I have been really hurt bad by my own actions, I just need to have more time to recover before I will be back into my old vorish artist nature. I need to figure who I'm... So I have started which best could be translated as a soul surge....
In this spirit journey I will continu to look at vorish art as well as mine own that I have drawn so far. In the past it was Spencer Dragon whom actually let me found out through his art about mine vorish dragon soul which I then gave form into mine character Draco Darastrix. I need to find that pureness of soft cute vore innocence which Spencer awoke in me. Only then I will be able to draw soft vore again. Once I find it again I hope that I will also have evolved as person as well. Either I will get back to my old self or even better. Eitherway I have hit the bottom and now I can only climb upwards. But I see its going to be a very long climb for me.
Like I said I will be watching all of your art like I did before. Perhaps maybe you can speed my recovery with a certain drawing you make. It can be anything within my trades. (Soft vore, cuteness, funny/great vorish concepts.) But all of you draw one of those things or write them. Otherwise I wouldn't be watching you. ^^;
So just be yourself and let me recover at mine own pace.
Oh yeah... despite my whishes many of you tried to make me feel better by trying to cheer me up or gave me morale advice... thank you for not listening.... and I'm not sarcastic I really mean that from the bottom of mine hart.
So I'm going to make an non vorish animation instead. I will make this for the person I have hurt so much... with the comic I drew.
I have also tried to figure out how I could have been so blind that I actually drew something.... so mean, low and character killing. Yeah that was right it was that bad. ><;
I have come to the conclusion that I have been too much focused on the concept in my own mind that I took no consideration with persons feelings of his own character and what his prefers were. I thought I knew them but I took wrong conclusion. But ignorance is no excuse. So from now on I will be damn sure that I either know the person very well and his/her prefers or that we have clear agreements about what the other draws, before I draw something for him/her.
I also be must more careful when I offer or accept a trade art. Because I figured out that there are certain things I really dislike to draw. And when I'm bound to an art trade and it turns out I need to draw something I don't like, that I actually seem to close my hart and feeling. And purely focus on the concept instead of the soul. A good art in mine opinion is a mix of both.
Also all mine RP's which I have through PM's here are temporally on hold. I have been really hurt bad by my own actions, I just need to have more time to recover before I will be back into my old vorish artist nature. I need to figure who I'm... So I have started which best could be translated as a soul surge....
In this spirit journey I will continu to look at vorish art as well as mine own that I have drawn so far. In the past it was Spencer Dragon whom actually let me found out through his art about mine vorish dragon soul which I then gave form into mine character Draco Darastrix. I need to find that pureness of soft cute vore innocence which Spencer awoke in me. Only then I will be able to draw soft vore again. Once I find it again I hope that I will also have evolved as person as well. Either I will get back to my old self or even better. Eitherway I have hit the bottom and now I can only climb upwards. But I see its going to be a very long climb for me.
Like I said I will be watching all of your art like I did before. Perhaps maybe you can speed my recovery with a certain drawing you make. It can be anything within my trades. (Soft vore, cuteness, funny/great vorish concepts.) But all of you draw one of those things or write them. Otherwise I wouldn't be watching you. ^^;
So just be yourself and let me recover at mine own pace.
Oh yeah... despite my whishes many of you tried to make me feel better by trying to cheer me up or gave me morale advice... thank you for not listening.... and I'm not sarcastic I really mean that from the bottom of mine hart.
A really nice way to apologise!
Others like myself free to disapear as they please. no one notices or misses us its both freedom but a sad truth. I can go where i want only cause no one cares. If i leave no one misses me if i stay i go unoticed. Im free cause im alone. But its a freedom that id rather cast aside.
Draco i know your takeing a long break from vore but please dont stop drawing. i have a feeling dureing your break your gonna have a huge art block and not draw anymore....
i miss you alot and i really haven't been on at all and im really sorry.
theres just so much rl drama right now. sooo much. im trying to still keep sane...
i love you big brother. idk when i'll be on again but really i cant be on as often as i used to cause i just dont have time much anymore because of all the drama going on in my group of rl friends...
i wish you lived in the US so i could atleast text you... everyone already forgot about me on deviant art and i know im gonna be forgotten on here to because of my random absences but still your the best dragon on here. *hugs your ankle*
i understand why your takeing a vore break. i didn't see the comic but i have nothing against your decision to take a break. just im scared your gonna stop drawing at some point. vores your motivation to draw.
(sorry for the emoness in this comment. i just missed you i guess.)