I moved out of my exs for good this time!! But my camputer took a massive shit after that and i just got this phone a couple weeks ago.... Anyway, I live with my dad now and thats holding me back in me being me 😞 ever since my mom passed away in 2012 he went all "god makes no mistakes" and everytime a comercial about gays or transgenders, he starts preaching. Which, makes me nervouse. But what really makes me nervouse about comming out to my family is when he freaked out because i wore a teenage mutant ninja turtles shirt out to the mall and it pissed him off when i wore it th next time, to go to the store to get groceries with him, he wouldnt even let me leave the house till i changed my shirt! ASS!!! but he let me wear a black shirt with three skulls outlined in blue!! Hes such a wierd ass sometimes >.< so i dont dare get my hair cut the way i like it cause he'll flip a nut!!

Also what i dont get, is how my aunt can have gay and transgender friends but looks at me like some kind of freak when i tell her that i like my hair when i had a mohawk??!! I just dont get how family can be so blind...

Sorry had to rant, couldnt hold it in any longer i dont need depression right now, gotta. Consentrait on work for a couple more months to pay for the gas hog to get back on the road!