*places head on table and rubs headfur* ughhhhhhhhhh I'm so sick of this!!!!! Every.... freaking....time!!! WHY DO I KEEP FUCKING MYSELF OVER!!!!!! Damn I'm such a dumbass *throws chair across the room* I'm sooo tired of this heartache, tired of trying to get something I'll never have, tired of just... being... tired...... no matter how hard I try I continually fuck myself over by letting my feelings get in the way, I can't do this anymore, but I don't know what to do anymore :( :( :( :( :( *goes off in the corner and cries my eyes out* I just want to be Happy again I hate that I'm a jealous person and that I get attached to people so easily!!!! Sometimes I wish it didn't have to be like this.....