I've returned.
19 years ago
Yes, I have returned. I've thought long and hard about it. I came to realize, that I should'nt let other people stop me, or put me down. The few friend's I have, stuck by me. And helped me realize this. So what if I don't fit in around here. So what if nobody does'nt want to give me a chance and becoming friend's. And so what if they don't have any interest in rp'ing or even happen to like any of my artwork. I should'nt let this shit bother me. And be thankful for what I've got. In which, I am thankful. Very much so.
The past may hurt from time to time, but I've been trying to bury it. And so far I've been doing alittle better at that, and hide my feelings. Because I know that nobody likes a sourpuss. Hehe, it's pretty funny, ya know? Let's say for example. If you were down, and needed someone there for you. I would be there. But if it were me who's down....Well, I drive you away. o_O Pretty messed up, is'nt it? May sound strange, but it's true. Visit a chatroom sometime. =P I'm sure it must happen to many other people besides me. *Backs them up.*
It's funny how it's not ok for other's to be upset. And they get the comfort and friendship they long for. Not left alone. Yet it's ok if I'm upset, like it's no big deal, and thus, I'm argued at, or avoided. It's funny how the online world works from time to time. I could go on and on. But I won't. In fact, I would be amazed if someone got this far in this journal entry. *Looks around. Seeing if anyone's walked off yet.*
Either way. Like I said, I will now contain my feelings from here on out. I'm giving this place another chance. And hopeing it's not evil as I use to always think it was. If luck strikes me, and I manage to make some friend's here. Then that would be great. I won't keep my hopes up or anything though. I will continue to post furry artwork here whenever I get some decent work done.
Oh, and one more thing. The few people who responded to my last posts here when I left on my birthday. I'd like to thank you guys. I really appreciate it....And sorry I never got around to replying. I feel that a few things are starting to look up for me now, and I hope we can become good friend's in the near future. I would also like to thank the people who have commented on my work as well. It's deeply appreciated. And very good to know how I do, and that some people like my work. ^_^ Once I start picking up again, I'll be posting comments as much as I can too.
To start things off with my return, I have posted two new drawings that I drew during my trip to the Midwest Furfest convention and back. It was held in November. And I was there Fri-Sun. With my bro, nobodysville and his two friend's. We held a vore party in our room and everything. It was pretty damn fun. And everyone made me feel so wanted around too. They even got me drunk. I believe I had the time of my life. A shame it could'nt last, but leaves great memories to treasure.
I got to meet a couple of artists. I even ran into one old artist that I've been familar with online for years. Never thought I would ever get to meet her in person. Sure enough though, she was still kinda a snob to me like she was online towards me so long ago, lol. Did'nt even remember me, lol. Still, I tried to talk to her nicely and everything anyway.
Eh, I never did stand a chance at making friend's with her. I was even nice enough to make a pic for her one time. *Shakes head* Eh, it's a long story from long ago. I won't get into that. But anyway, oh yeah! It was absolutely awesome to meet the other artists, and meet up with other vore's.
I hope to attend other conventions in the near future. Thinking about trying to make it to Morphicon. We'll see.
Anyway, that's all I think. Nothing else new except still working, hanging around online. Always looking for chats, draw here and there for practice. Dreaming for rp. Same ol same ol. =P Kisi's back. Only this time he's a slightly happier Kisi. ^^ That's all for now.
Peace out.
The past may hurt from time to time, but I've been trying to bury it. And so far I've been doing alittle better at that, and hide my feelings. Because I know that nobody likes a sourpuss. Hehe, it's pretty funny, ya know? Let's say for example. If you were down, and needed someone there for you. I would be there. But if it were me who's down....Well, I drive you away. o_O Pretty messed up, is'nt it? May sound strange, but it's true. Visit a chatroom sometime. =P I'm sure it must happen to many other people besides me. *Backs them up.*
It's funny how it's not ok for other's to be upset. And they get the comfort and friendship they long for. Not left alone. Yet it's ok if I'm upset, like it's no big deal, and thus, I'm argued at, or avoided. It's funny how the online world works from time to time. I could go on and on. But I won't. In fact, I would be amazed if someone got this far in this journal entry. *Looks around. Seeing if anyone's walked off yet.*
Either way. Like I said, I will now contain my feelings from here on out. I'm giving this place another chance. And hopeing it's not evil as I use to always think it was. If luck strikes me, and I manage to make some friend's here. Then that would be great. I won't keep my hopes up or anything though. I will continue to post furry artwork here whenever I get some decent work done.
Oh, and one more thing. The few people who responded to my last posts here when I left on my birthday. I'd like to thank you guys. I really appreciate it....And sorry I never got around to replying. I feel that a few things are starting to look up for me now, and I hope we can become good friend's in the near future. I would also like to thank the people who have commented on my work as well. It's deeply appreciated. And very good to know how I do, and that some people like my work. ^_^ Once I start picking up again, I'll be posting comments as much as I can too.
To start things off with my return, I have posted two new drawings that I drew during my trip to the Midwest Furfest convention and back. It was held in November. And I was there Fri-Sun. With my bro, nobodysville and his two friend's. We held a vore party in our room and everything. It was pretty damn fun. And everyone made me feel so wanted around too. They even got me drunk. I believe I had the time of my life. A shame it could'nt last, but leaves great memories to treasure.
I got to meet a couple of artists. I even ran into one old artist that I've been familar with online for years. Never thought I would ever get to meet her in person. Sure enough though, she was still kinda a snob to me like she was online towards me so long ago, lol. Did'nt even remember me, lol. Still, I tried to talk to her nicely and everything anyway.
Eh, I never did stand a chance at making friend's with her. I was even nice enough to make a pic for her one time. *Shakes head* Eh, it's a long story from long ago. I won't get into that. But anyway, oh yeah! It was absolutely awesome to meet the other artists, and meet up with other vore's.
I hope to attend other conventions in the near future. Thinking about trying to make it to Morphicon. We'll see.
Anyway, that's all I think. Nothing else new except still working, hanging around online. Always looking for chats, draw here and there for practice. Dreaming for rp. Same ol same ol. =P Kisi's back. Only this time he's a slightly happier Kisi. ^^ That's all for now.
Peace out.
But your certainly not alone. and you Do have some wonderful friends here. :)
Don't you worry, we'll always be here for you should you need us.
However i don't think letting it fester inside of you is a good idea either.
Talk about it with someon, or let it out through your art. Anything has got to be better than bottling it all up inside.
^____^ Things will be good.. yupyupupyup
Sira:....Ya know...I'm gonna do something nice for you. -tilts head-
(and being the lurker I used to be for so long before posting my art, you inspired me..I like your art^^)
And...you don't have to....But, thank you...*hugs*
*Blushes* I've inspired you? Well....gosh....Not sure what to say...And...thank you. I like your art too. Keep up the great work. =)
More of my work can be found here.
http://kisirobelmont.deviantart.com/