making a point here
11 years ago
General
I'm out of the hospital!
So.
A lot of things happened and a lot of things that happened were due to bad conditions and a really crappy situation.
The appartment here sucks and is falling apart. My mother lost her job and other little problems like that made her extremely tensed. I've had my own problems and we ended up fighting everyday or so. Of course after a while; things got bad.
Fights were worse and worse and words have been said without real meaning behind. During my time in the hospital I got to talk to my mother a lot.
About being trans; about my plans to leave to be in Cali with cricket, about our fights and how hard it was to communicate.
We cleared most of the things while I was there and it's a good thing. Basically things are looking up again with my family and they even help with paying the plane tickets and will pay for things like the dog's cage and other silly details that would be hard to deal with alone.
They also now call me Jazz/Jasper and they use male pronouns. I gave my mother the possibility to chose my second name to show I wasn't rejecting her and she chose Gabriel; showing she cares and tries hard to make it work.
I am now planning on leaving in december. Things being the way they are I'll take as many commissions as possible and donations are still greatly appreciated because we have very little time to get all the money D:
Anyways; all the family drama should finally be over.
Thanks for all the support, this really means the world to me. It was necessary and without people's help I wouldn't be here today so. Thank you guys.
Also sorry for all the worries and such; it was super hard for me and I needed to share things and ask for help. I truly appreciate everything you did for me. Some of you guys donated; helped to spread the word, other stopped to give some words of support and it's just fantastic to see that I'm not alone <3
So.
A lot of things happened and a lot of things that happened were due to bad conditions and a really crappy situation.
The appartment here sucks and is falling apart. My mother lost her job and other little problems like that made her extremely tensed. I've had my own problems and we ended up fighting everyday or so. Of course after a while; things got bad.
Fights were worse and worse and words have been said without real meaning behind. During my time in the hospital I got to talk to my mother a lot.
About being trans; about my plans to leave to be in Cali with cricket, about our fights and how hard it was to communicate.
We cleared most of the things while I was there and it's a good thing. Basically things are looking up again with my family and they even help with paying the plane tickets and will pay for things like the dog's cage and other silly details that would be hard to deal with alone.
They also now call me Jazz/Jasper and they use male pronouns. I gave my mother the possibility to chose my second name to show I wasn't rejecting her and she chose Gabriel; showing she cares and tries hard to make it work.
I am now planning on leaving in december. Things being the way they are I'll take as many commissions as possible and donations are still greatly appreciated because we have very little time to get all the money D:
Anyways; all the family drama should finally be over.
Thanks for all the support, this really means the world to me. It was necessary and without people's help I wouldn't be here today so. Thank you guys.
Also sorry for all the worries and such; it was super hard for me and I needed to share things and ask for help. I truly appreciate everything you did for me. Some of you guys donated; helped to spread the word, other stopped to give some words of support and it's just fantastic to see that I'm not alone <3
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See you soon and can't wait to meet Decy
Omg I'll finaly meet you that's gunna be fun! And I'm sure you will love her, everyone does X3
Do you celebrate christmas?
I'm really glad we managed to fix things; it wasn't easy and took a lot but at least we're not fighting anymore ;u;