Well I guess it could be worse...
11 years ago
General
...like having cancer.
New server I spent 2 weeks working on and failing heavily is constantly being blocked by the host because their network is stupidly setup causing them to think my server is attacking their switch.
FURSTRE.AM's server is going to get the plugged pulled today, was meant to be switched over to this new one by now.
FurSocial keeps crashing
I am still a fat fuck with no social life
Missed out on some new gear for hockey
Nose has inflated as there is irritation under the skin
And I am quitting Uni as I can't do 2 of the 3 modules on my course as you have to be intellectual to do them, something I am not in this subject.
So if you want a camera operator with fuck all experience or a sysadmin who can't even sort out basic shit then I am your man!
I also have my own van! That I can't drive as I don't have a licence yet...
Feel like jumping off a bridge.... I might go do it tbh
New server I spent 2 weeks working on and failing heavily is constantly being blocked by the host because their network is stupidly setup causing them to think my server is attacking their switch.
FURSTRE.AM's server is going to get the plugged pulled today, was meant to be switched over to this new one by now.
FurSocial keeps crashing
I am still a fat fuck with no social life
Missed out on some new gear for hockey
Nose has inflated as there is irritation under the skin
And I am quitting Uni as I can't do 2 of the 3 modules on my course as you have to be intellectual to do them, something I am not in this subject.
So if you want a camera operator with fuck all experience or a sysadmin who can't even sort out basic shit then I am your man!
I also have my own van! That I can't drive as I don't have a licence yet...
Feel like jumping off a bridge.... I might go do it tbh
FA+

I know how you feel about your social life, been there, read the book and bought the t-shirt. Your weight can change but at the core, your you.
You should try and find the things you enjoy in life and surround yourself with it. I love challenges. I go out of my way to help people out as I enjoy it.
While in school/college, I fixed well over a 1000 laptop/computers over 4 years. It was hard, frustrating but the thrill of accomplishing the task is well worth it. I got to know people and quickly made friends. People would know who I was and I'd never spoken to them before. Only bad side was I was called the 'computer guy' but meh. ^^;
If you ask me, you should keep at it. If it was easy, big companies like google/facebook,etc. wouldn't have office full of software and system engineers across the world. You're doing something that some of us have no clue what to do. I couldn't run a site or streaming site. I wouldn't know how to start.
But at the end of the day. You're providing a service to people across the globe. Not many people can say that now eh? :P
You don't have to be smart to be in University. I can tell you that right now. I know some muppets that are on my course and I'm telling you... they are dumb as fuck... One last week said that 1 + 1 = - 1... Some people can't even read a graph, which is kinda vital for my course....
What I'm saying is this, you don't need to be smart, only determined! If you keep at it, work hard and ask for help from your lectures, you'll pull through.
You should be aiming for 70+ but remember at the end of the day, 40 out of 100 is a pass.
Pick yourself up and dust yourself off. You may feel at the bottom but if thats the case, the only place is to go up right?
Nose inflation... I can't think of anything for that. I don't know, try and see the funny side? paint it red and when people ask, say you're a clown O.o.
I doubt it helped but I wanted a swing at it.
Ended up staying and did all but 1 bit of work in time.
Depending on how I do with marks, ill stay on or now.
Thanks again for the comment!
I actually gave up at university because I couldn't done 1 of the 4 main modules....I just gave up..
Worst mistake ever....and I'm still playing catch up and that was 10 years ago.
I understand the frustration with the server....I have a Linode virtual server I use for things and it sometimes goes down and I get all angry which then makes it harder for me to fix the issue because I'm not thinking clearly.....its not an easy habit to break.
Look....the things you do for the furry fandom are amazing. There aren't many with the patience to make and keep alive all the projects you have going....
I just want to say thank you.
Ended up staying and did all but 1 bit of work in time.
Depending on how I do with marks, ill stay on or now.
Thanks again for the comment!