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16 years ago
ok I've always told my one of my best friends i would do anything for her...
and now is the test...and i am not sure i can pass it...
she is thinking about running away and she asked me if i would go with her...
if she would have asked me a year ago i would have went in a second but now i am not so sure...
I would take a bullet for her but i am not sure if i would/could run away with her
my life is just now getting back to semi normal...
my mom is just getting over major depression, could i really send her back into that?
I dont think i would be brave enough to run away with her unless i am absolutly sure that there is NO other way...
i might just be being selfish but i dont think i could do it...
luckily for me i dont think she is brave enough to do it either but it got me wondering would i actually do ANYTHING for her?
I feel like a jerk for not being able to say tell me when to meet you i am going to go pack right now...
(i am just posting this to get it of my chest no need for reply's or anything)
and now is the test...and i am not sure i can pass it...
she is thinking about running away and she asked me if i would go with her...
if she would have asked me a year ago i would have went in a second but now i am not so sure...
I would take a bullet for her but i am not sure if i would/could run away with her
my life is just now getting back to semi normal...
my mom is just getting over major depression, could i really send her back into that?
I dont think i would be brave enough to run away with her unless i am absolutly sure that there is NO other way...
i might just be being selfish but i dont think i could do it...
luckily for me i dont think she is brave enough to do it either but it got me wondering would i actually do ANYTHING for her?
I feel like a jerk for not being able to say tell me when to meet you i am going to go pack right now...
(i am just posting this to get it of my chest no need for reply's or anything)
She's going to be fine...I think.
Plus you don't have to decide that.
Because if she proposed that to you, then I would be right there in an instant.
If she wanted to run away and there was NO other way then I would help her.
If you wanted to go with her.
I would smuggle you to her hiding place and back whenever you want.
If you had to leave and there was NO other way then I would hide you.
Any way it turns out, I would still be with you.
I may even join you.
We could live in the middle of no where and raise turtles and mushrooms for money.
We could use our talents to make money and live.
We could grow our own food and make our own clothes.
You ARE NOT SELFISH.
I am.
Because I would kill you both before I let you run away.
I would hide you instead.
And we would all still be together.
Happily.
and ever after.
but i gave up on a happily ever after a LONG time ago, it is just a dream we all tell our selves to keep us going, its not real unfo...
You don't need a prince charming.
Prince charming can go to heck.
At least for me anyway...
because in order for my ever after to be happy,
all I need is my best friend there beside me.
^^
but maybe your right...but what happeneds when we get split up?
For you. ^^
thank you for talking to me it really helped