i'm tired...
so tired of life...
i'm not really living,
if i do, it's for the fleeting moments with you guys,
and even then,
i'm tired,
of being left alone,
of being afraid,
of who's going to leave next...
i would rather have no friends at all if i can't keep them..
can i just rest...?
meow, no one in particular, it's just something that's always been there...
i only get so much time with any one friend, they've all got to move on from my monotony eventually...
though really...
am i even needed by anyone..?
By default, each needs themselves.
so tired of life...
i'm not really living,
if i do, it's for the fleeting moments with you guys,
and even then,
i'm tired,
of being left alone,
of being afraid,
of who's going to leave next...
i would rather have no friends at all if i can't keep them..
can i just rest...?
i only get so much time with any one friend, they've all got to move on from my monotony eventually...
it's okay.