i thought i learned how to tell who i was friends with jr. year because before then and still now i hangout with and chatted with people who aren't and weren't really my friend. it was really bad in elementary. taking punches to the gut by my "friend" getting called names by my "friend" lied for a "friend" so that they wouldn't get in trouble. in high school i hungout with people who called me names and even started drawing because i subconsciously thought it would make a dude that im friends with more inclined to hangout and talk with me. but now im chatting with artists who in my mind are friends but in realty are nothing close EVEN getting commissions done with their characters included IM NOW PAYING FOR SOMETHING THAT IN MY MIND IS GOING TO GET ME CLOSE TO THEM AS A PERSON. dude how fucking stupid can you get? so until further notice i am on hiatus art wise until i can figure shit out. also all there requests and shit of the sort are CANCELED PERMANENTLY. im sorry for the inconvenience. NOT THAT A DAMN ONE OF YOU GIVES A DAMN THOUGH.



Mood: Isolated
Listening to: video game tunes
Reading: COMENTS
Watching: youtube
Playing: SMASH 3DS
Eating: nothing(starving)
Drinking: water