Sorry everyone really, thanks to some friends pulling me out of that shit hole from calling me, I won't do anything stupid or threatening to myself. But right now I'm just going though a really hard time emotionally, and please do not ask I don't want any one to get or feel blamed. In the end its my wrong doing of my bad luck. As well as please don't bother me with questions on anything, I'll get stuff done but it may take longer cause of what just happen... I need time for myself, as well as I just don't really seeing myself coming back onto FA any more any time soon.
Again sorry everyone but right now... I'm in that hurt and struggle again.