well, the title says it all really, doesn't it? i get angry, i have massive anger issues, i tend to keep it all hidden away, but everynow and agin, it escapes, carrying me with it, and i get left with the damage control, i hate it, and i'm getting angry now, why can't it go the way i really really want, sometimes, it has once or twice, but there is that bugbear again, why can't i have it my way, or rather, i don't know how i want it, so i guess i'll just have to settle for it this way. argh, cryptic journals piss me off! sorry guys, i's done now. xx