My mom just told me we have a bill of about $500 to Time Warner, which covers our phone, cable, and INTERNET ACCESS.

We only have until Feb. 24 to pay it or it all gets shut off. I'm gonna try and get a job as soon as possible so I can try to help pay it off but I won't make enough in time regardless D:

If nothing else I'll see if my mom can just get different internet access from someplace else I dunno...


But if you don't see me online after Feb 24, well, you know where i am D:

Gonna ask my mom what she's gonna do about it tomorrow. TRYING to convince her to, regardless, get the less expensive packages (get rid of HBO and extra channels, just keep the basic channels. For some reason, she watches everything on the HD channels when we don't have any HD tvs and she cries over it (not LITERALLY). I told her to get rid of the rewindable tv too since only I use it and I don't even pay attention to it regardless.

See if my mom can get my grandfather to help her pay this month off or something then I can help her out in the future.


I feel guilty 'cause I ordered a movie or two every month off the on demand channels :C but that doesn't add much to the bill and it's not MY fault she hasn't been paying for it.


Fuck I dunno what 'll do without the internet. I'll go crazy, and might fall into a huge depresion without my friends to talk to..

I wanna move back in with my grandfather baw ;; we didn't have to worry about the bills with him 'cause he knew how to subtract what we didn't need the most without getting rid of it all so he could pay the bills..but my mom's stubborn and might not get rid of some of the channels and shit..


I wish she would've told me sooner, I would've looked harder for a job (though it's her fault for not taking me out so I can LOOK. i can't walk anywhere, it's all too far away..).


Hopefully we'll think of something ;;