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Social Anxiety.....
11 years ago
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So, our Christmas Party is tonight. I, first of all, hate pretty much everyone I work with. Second, we're going to a pub. Which, fine, I can deal. But its a friday night during christmas season... the place is going to be packed.
I'm feeling so anxious already and I'm not even fucking there yet. I don't want to go, yet I feel obligated to because my manager is expecting me to be there. I've been told by a few people to just tell her I can't make it, but I think I hate conflict more than I hate crowded pubs.
If I text her I can't go, she's gonna ask questions and I'm going to panic. More than I already am.
I fucking hate this.... I don't even know what you'd call it. Anxiety I guess, but idk its'. A few things.
I still don't know what to do. I just want to not go and not say anything... Maybe I can get away with that....
Malware
~malware
You didn't sign anything and the party isn't mandatory. On monday if she asks just say you had family things. She can't get mad at you, and I doubt she will. <33333333
Deerbutts
~deerbutts
I would suggest investing in bottles of Rescue Remedy, it does wonders for me and it's all natural.
