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A letter to my master creator
11 years ago
I'm feeling kind of lonely today, and I thought to myself.... what if Ultra, my character, wrote a letter to me knowing how I feel everyday...
'To my master creator,
My name is Ultra, you have me in many scenarios and universe’s, in one you have me with a loving and growing family, and in another you have me alone and full of absolute regret; in one you have me selfishly sacrifice myself to save my friends, and in another you have me starting a new chapter in my life with someone new; but their is one that we have in common, one that is continuously canon and that’s the one I wanted to speak with you today.
You created me close to 20 years ago as extension of yourself, someone you wanted to be during your youth. Thing’s were simple, yet silly at the time, you used to call me “UltraSonic” until you decided to drop the “Sonic” and just call me “Ultra”. I liked the name change as it was the beginning of my transformation. No longer did I look like a copy of some other character, but slowly I became you. You changed my quills in favour of hair, and you changed my body form and color from all white to brown. You made me look and feel as if I were you in another world, and I loved it, I was becoming more original. You took away all my silly powers I had before and just made me normal.
Throughout those changes you were changing too and I was there every step of the way. I remember that moment in time when things really changed. Not only did she leave me, but she left you as well, and I thank you master for taking up the mantle and taking care of Vixxy and making me happy father with children. Deep inside though you were still heartbroken, all those years alone. I felt it, each and every relationship heartbreak you’d go through, each and every lonely night you look at the ceiling in your dark room, I can feel that pain master. It's why you created another universe of me, one that felt helpless, lonesome, and full of regret.
No matter what universe you put me in, I still feel it. When you cry, when you hurt, some how I wish for the life you have given me, I could somehow return it. You have done so much for me master you deserve so much better, even after abandoning me for close to 2 years I was with you this whole time. You don’t know how happy I was when you found a new fandom to follow, and you re-created me and my family giving us a new breath of life, even as far as creating new universes in that fandom with both happiness, and self-sacrifice, but you still ache inside don’t you master? I feel so helpless, I don't deserve this happiness if you aren't feeling happy as well... want you to feel the happiness you are giving me, its so unfair for you to selfishly give me so many things to love and have, while you stay alone and don’t have anyone to cherish.
Their is one universe and I have put myself in, were I too am alone, with no one or no pony, I live modestly like you do, I work on my own and have friends of my own; but there's always something missing, always elusive. In this universe you can’t try and pair me with anyone or anypony, but I wont be happy because you aren't happy. You must fill this gap for me master, for in this universe I can not be happy until you are.
Sincerely your creation,
Ultra'
'To my master creator,
My name is Ultra, you have me in many scenarios and universe’s, in one you have me with a loving and growing family, and in another you have me alone and full of absolute regret; in one you have me selfishly sacrifice myself to save my friends, and in another you have me starting a new chapter in my life with someone new; but their is one that we have in common, one that is continuously canon and that’s the one I wanted to speak with you today.
You created me close to 20 years ago as extension of yourself, someone you wanted to be during your youth. Thing’s were simple, yet silly at the time, you used to call me “UltraSonic” until you decided to drop the “Sonic” and just call me “Ultra”. I liked the name change as it was the beginning of my transformation. No longer did I look like a copy of some other character, but slowly I became you. You changed my quills in favour of hair, and you changed my body form and color from all white to brown. You made me look and feel as if I were you in another world, and I loved it, I was becoming more original. You took away all my silly powers I had before and just made me normal.
Throughout those changes you were changing too and I was there every step of the way. I remember that moment in time when things really changed. Not only did she leave me, but she left you as well, and I thank you master for taking up the mantle and taking care of Vixxy and making me happy father with children. Deep inside though you were still heartbroken, all those years alone. I felt it, each and every relationship heartbreak you’d go through, each and every lonely night you look at the ceiling in your dark room, I can feel that pain master. It's why you created another universe of me, one that felt helpless, lonesome, and full of regret.
No matter what universe you put me in, I still feel it. When you cry, when you hurt, some how I wish for the life you have given me, I could somehow return it. You have done so much for me master you deserve so much better, even after abandoning me for close to 2 years I was with you this whole time. You don’t know how happy I was when you found a new fandom to follow, and you re-created me and my family giving us a new breath of life, even as far as creating new universes in that fandom with both happiness, and self-sacrifice, but you still ache inside don’t you master? I feel so helpless, I don't deserve this happiness if you aren't feeling happy as well... want you to feel the happiness you are giving me, its so unfair for you to selfishly give me so many things to love and have, while you stay alone and don’t have anyone to cherish.
Their is one universe and I have put myself in, were I too am alone, with no one or no pony, I live modestly like you do, I work on my own and have friends of my own; but there's always something missing, always elusive. In this universe you can’t try and pair me with anyone or anypony, but I wont be happy because you aren't happy. You must fill this gap for me master, for in this universe I can not be happy until you are.
Sincerely your creation,
Ultra'
