And for my next trick, I'll turn this jackass into a sad sap
11 years ago
But first a few things:
1) this is journal is about
connerwolf45
2) If he is showing this to his parents, good. Now they'll see when I say they should put him in an asylum before he does something we'll all regret.
Now onto the show: [5:36:16 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You OK?
[5:50:24 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: They told me what you did.
[5:50:26 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: All of it.
[5:53:59 PM] Conner the Wolf: what I did???
[5:54:23 PM] Conner the Wolf: everybody is confusing the fuck out of me
[5:54:54 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: They didn't tell you they where together becuse they didn't have too.
[5:55:31 PM] Conner the Wolf: who?
[5:55:44 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: [x] and [y].
[5:55:57 PM] Conner the Wolf: they wont be anytime soon
[5:56:10 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: What do you mean?
[5:56:31 PM] Conner the Wolf: [x] is breaking up with [x] because he is boring which is ironic as hell considering [x] is boring as fuck as well
[5:56:46 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No they're not.
[5:56:54 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Also they're staying together.
[5:57:32 PM] Conner the Wolf: how do you know?
[5:57:41 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: People tell me things.
[5:57:57 PM] Conner the Wolf: well [x] told me yesterday that he was breaking up with [x]
[5:58:14 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: That was when it changed.
[5:58:29 PM] Conner the Wolf: so now they are staying together?
[5:58:33 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Yes.
[5:58:44 PM] Conner the Wolf: inconsistant much?
[5:58:52 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[5:58:59 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: They have their resons.
[5:59:14 PM] Conner the Wolf: whatever those reasons may be I dont really care
[5:59:27 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I see.
[5:59:40 PM] Conner the Wolf: and to answer your first question yes im okay
[5:59:49 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Well that much is good.
[6:00:38 PM] Conner the Wolf: I guess
[6:01:06 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Now, why do you think [x] is mad at you? He seams happy to me.
[6:01:21 PM] Conner the Wolf: I dont know, he wouldnt tell me
[6:01:32 PM] Conner the Wolf: he just out of nowhere got pissed at me
[6:01:38 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh really?
[6:01:42 PM] Conner the Wolf: yup
[6:02:04 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Want to know what was really going on?
[6:03:27 PM] Conner the Wolf: sure?
[6:03:59 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Wait... i may have been missing a pice... If so that's bad news for you...
[6:04:29 PM] Conner the Wolf: :T
[6:04:34 PM] Conner the Wolf: what?
[6:05:59 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: We'll see. For now let's work with that we do have.
[6:06:49 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Anyway, it seemes you keept going after [x] e[x] after I told you to give up, which is vary rude e[x] if he wasn't with [x].
[6:07:02 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: That's why he snapped a bit.
[6:07:17 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You're the one who went and made drama.
[6:07:46 PM] Conner the Wolf: was I? huh, didnt e[x] notice...thats funny
[6:08:08 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh yes, you keept going after him.
[6:08:25 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I think you should leave him alone at least till you find someone.
[6:09:01 PM] Conner the Wolf: meh
[6:09:35 PM] Conner the Wolf: first off: not going to find somebody, gave up on that whole...love stuff
[6:10:10 PM] Conner the Wolf: I now go by the mentality that love and relationships are jokes and only you can trust yourself
[6:10:23 PM] Conner the Wolf: and I am going to train and burn that into my brain
[6:10:39 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: That won't end well.
[6:10:56 PM] Conner the Wolf: meh, I dont care
[6:11:03 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: We'll see.
[6:11:30 PM] Conner the Wolf: god your cocky fucking attitude annoys me
[6:11:50 PM] Conner the Wolf: second: I will bother [x] all I want cause...well I dont listen to people
[6:12:13 PM] Conner the Wolf: and I get really insulted by people who tell me what to do and I generally do the opposite
[6:12:59 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but trust me on this. The more time you spend with [x] at this point the more you'll get hurt.
[6:13:15 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Hang on, I need to take the bags in for my mom.
[6:13:30 PM] Conner the Wolf: who said I was still going for [x]?
[6:13:36 PM] Conner the Wolf: I dont want him as a mate anymore
[6:13:50 PM] Conner the Wolf: he would be a really shitty mate
[6:14:29 PM] Conner the Wolf: he bitches too much and hes really boring
[6:15:37 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No, you just think that.
[6:15:54 PM] Conner the Wolf: well duh, obviously I think that
[6:16:09 PM] * м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ× shakes my head.
[6:16:30 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Would you like to know the real way to remove a feeling despite your DNA?
[6:16:59 PM] Conner the Wolf: wish I knew what that meant
[6:17:29 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I know a way you can remove love from you heart.
[6:17:43 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I did it and now I can hate my dad.
[6:18:00 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: If you really want to be dome with love I can show you.
[6:18:20 PM] Conner the Wolf: I have already removed love from my heart
[6:18:35 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You would think so wouldn't you.
[6:18:57 PM] Conner the Wolf: yes, because I am me, therefore I know what I know
[6:19:00 PM] Conner the Wolf: you are not me
[6:19:29 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: There are parts of ourselfs we can't see Conner.
[6:19:43 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Things we hide from ourselfs.
[6:20:35 PM] Conner the Wolf: mhmm
[6:20:52 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Would you like to know how to remove it then?
[6:21:05 PM] Conner the Wolf: I already have
[6:21:09 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[6:21:15 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You only think so.
[6:21:22 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I can see your love now.
[6:22:56 PM] Conner the Wolf: >.>
[6:23:09 PM] Conner the Wolf: did your mother drop you as a baby?
[6:23:15 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[6:24:08 PM] Conner the Wolf: hm :T
[6:24:17 PM] Conner the Wolf: are you just retarded then?
[6:24:27 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Not at all.
[6:24:33 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: In fact my IQ is 120.
[6:27:26 PM] Conner the Wolf: okay jinx
[6:27:37 PM] Conner the Wolf: you know I see your problems too
[6:27:42 PM] Conner the Wolf: the ones YOU cant see
[6:27:43 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh?
[6:27:52 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Tell me.
[6:28:44 PM] Conner the Wolf: you think you are better than everybody else so you try to change them in hopes that they can praise you as some sort of hero or godlike figure
[6:29:07 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Why would I want that?
[6:29:25 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Do you have any idea how shy I get when that happens?
[6:29:39 PM] Conner the Wolf: ok so if not a god complex
[6:29:57 PM] Conner the Wolf: you just think you are better than everybody else and know whats good for them, bottom line
[6:30:16 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No, I just want to help them.
[6:30:56 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: And as I've been doing this for about ¾ of my life I think I would know something.
[6:32:44 PM] Conner the Wolf: think what you will but I dont need your help
[6:32:56 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You don't need my help.
[6:33:02 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You just need help.
[6:33:29 PM] Conner the Wolf: Alot might say that, but im not going to take any help
[6:33:35 PM] Conner the Wolf: I dont want any help
[6:33:43 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Why is that?
[6:34:22 PM] Conner the Wolf: because I hate it when people think they know whats best for me and also help is for the weak
[6:34:34 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Not it not.
[6:34:37 PM] Conner the Wolf: the strong endure and survive
[6:34:42 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: We all need help sometimes.
[6:35:10 PM] Conner the Wolf: others might, I dont
[6:35:17 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Really?
[6:35:24 PM] Conner the Wolf: yup
[6:35:33 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Should I tell the others to back off then?
[6:35:56 PM] Conner the Wolf: go ahead, not like they were doing anything in the first place
[6:36:11 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: OK then, we'll see how you do OK.
[6:36:14 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: <3
[6:36:28 PM] Conner the Wolf: okay
[6:39:25 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: There we go. You're all on your own big guy. <3
[6:39:49 PM] Conner the Wolf: sounds good
[6:39:55 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: ^-^
[6:40:06 PM] Conner the Wolf: so whatchu up to?
[6:40:26 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh, but I thought you didn't need anything.
[6:40:48 PM] Conner the Wolf: I dont, im just trying to have a normal conversation
[6:41:28 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Conner, till you get things worked out one way or another I can't do that.
[6:41:50 PM] Conner the Wolf: fine by me, I guess Ill go talk to somebody else
[6:41:58 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I see.
[10:03:12 PM] Conner the Wolf: hey jinx
[10:03:47 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: What?
[10:04:17 PM] Conner the Wolf: [x] has blocked me
[10:04:20 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I know.
[10:04:24 PM] Conner the Wolf: this was your doing
[10:04:29 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[10:04:32 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Yours.
[10:04:35 PM] Conner the Wolf: no
[10:04:45 PM] Conner the Wolf: you didnt have to show him anything
[10:04:49 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: [10:04:28 PM] [x][x]: theres no way in hell im dealing with his naive little middle school bullshit
[10:04:52 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I did too.
[10:05:00 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I can just let you hurt him.
[10:05:10 PM] Conner the Wolf: loose lips sink ships jinx
[10:05:23 PM] Conner the Wolf: you are only an obsticle for me
[10:05:27 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[10:05:33 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: This aditude is.
[10:05:58 PM] Conner the Wolf: bottom line is
[10:06:22 PM] Conner the Wolf: and get ready for this ok?
[10:06:38 PM] Conner the Wolf: I dont need you in my life
[10:06:45 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Really?
[10:06:51 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: is that ment to hurt me?
[10:07:14 PM] Conner the Wolf: no, because I know for a fact that nothing can hurt you
[10:07:25 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Hmhmhm, maybe.
[10:07:32 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You should really stop this.
[10:07:42 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You have made wonds that will never heal.
[10:07:53 PM] Conner the Wolf: well jinx
[10:07:55 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Not to others but to your own life.
[10:08:01 PM] Conner the Wolf: thats why im here
[10:08:08 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh?
[10:08:26 PM] Conner the Wolf: you wanna know what makes me happy?
[10:08:39 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: What?
[10:09:08 PM] Conner the Wolf: I like watching people hurt, death, suffering, ect, ect.
[10:09:20 PM] Conner the Wolf: I was put here to bring pain
[10:09:22 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: That's no good.
[10:09:26 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No.
[10:09:45 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: I've seen you be a good person.
[10:09:59 PM] Conner the Wolf: simply a mask
[10:10:05 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Oh really?
[10:13:17 PM] Conner the Wolf: say what you will jinx, by the end of tonight we are no longer in contact
[10:13:41 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Shame, I would have loved to help you get better.
[10:14:19 PM] Conner the Wolf: did you see how happy I was when I went hunting?
[10:14:21 PM] Conner the Wolf: the hunt
[10:14:24 PM] Conner the Wolf: the kill
[10:14:26 PM] Conner the Wolf: the blood
[10:14:28 PM] Conner the Wolf: the gore
[10:14:30 PM] Conner the Wolf: the skinning
[10:14:34 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: No no, as much as I would like to lave it at that I must think of the others.
[10:14:44 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: So...
[10:14:44 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhjGd_4Us9Y
[10:15:17 PM] Conner the Wolf: I love to kill jinx
[10:15:29 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: You can kill me all you like.
[10:15:56 PM] Conner the Wolf: hehe, maybe someday....maybe someday
[10:16:38 PM] м¡§§ʇɞƦ Ĵįƞ×: Hmhmhm, he really thinks that will stop me?
No need to say sorry Conner, my heart may heal but the hearts of those you hurt may never do so.
Really, you should have let me help.
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connerwolf45
This is all I can do.
we were friends
One day he tells me that he never considered us as friends ATALL and he said something else
I forgot the other else but I know it hurt me badly emotionally
He and his girlfriend are blocked
Yes
He has a girlfriend
Last time I was on his profile it said he was mated to someone
Who also acts like him too a bit. Anywho Ya he's a jerk
Im
Sorry to hear that he did that to you
I'd feel sorry for such a crazy thing
Just drama like that is bad I hope things get better